[:: jasleen world ::]

2010-10-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

I'm Back!!!!

Been 2 month plus since my last post. Dam long man. I am here to do some update. Actually nothing much. Everyday still the same for me. Wake up in the morning, prepare and head down to work.
But something to happy about is the BITCH in my office have left 2 weeks ago, but there is also sad news and that is driver (Tommy) have also left on the same day with the BITCH.
AND............................................. i am also leaving. haha. I have tender and last day will be 29th Oct.

Now i am slacking in the office everyday. I watch show from morning till i end work. haha. And also i can open my internet to the MAX. LOL. I am working very hard to find a job as well. Been going to interview but yet to be confirm. *sad.

Nvm. Try harder.
Tomorrow will be a fun and excited day. Cos...........we are going JB.. Plan to go last week to celebrate our 10 years of frenship but everyone not free due to camp. So postpone to this week but not everyone is going but nvm. It will still be happy to go to a new place. haha.

Ok. Lets not talk so much. i will post some pic that i have took recently.

That's all for the day, haha

Will update again when i am free..

2010-08-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

Leaving again.

Receive another news from 1 of my colleague (Priscilla) that she have tender and her last day in office will be 27-Aug-2010.
It is sad to hear that. Our group is getting smaller already and she is leaving soon.
This group of colleague is the best colleague that i have met so far. We are just like frens. We go out together, joke around. But when come to work everyone will be serious and finish it.
I have never have colleagues that is like frens. But happy time always pass faster. 1 by 1 is leaving.
First is Jess, she leave on 31-May-2010
Second is Andrew Toh, he leave on 11-Jun-2010
Third is Daphne, she leave on 9-Jul-2010
Fourth is Paul, he leave on 6-Aug-2010
and last is Pris, she is leaving on 27-Aug-2010
I use to have so many colleague but now only left Tommy and me, plus a more new gal call Dehniela. She is so funny, when she know Pris is leaving she keep asking me not to leave. Ask me to wait for her to work here until 1 year when she is here not 3 month yet. haha.
Use to have 7 people in our group now all gone. haiz.

Think frens other there tat have follow me in twitter will see me keep complaining about i am sian when i am at work ba. haha.
Really feel so bored. Feel the whole office is so death. There is not much people in office as all left and bosses have not hire anyone in yet.

Feel so funny. I am the first to join this company in our group. ( don include Jess as she join 1 year ago when i join) And i am the only 1 keep complaining that how much i hate about this company because of the BITCH but i am still working here. hahaha. Wonder how long more can i stay here as i feel i have lost the motivation to work here anymore. haha. Let see how things go in the future ba.

Wish me all the best.

uoyssim.

2010-08-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

Lost.

I am unhappy. Seriously unhappy. Be it is work or relationship. Just sux. I handle both of it wrong.
I have never been so unhappy before in my life.
I don't know who can i talk to, i don't how to say, i don't know how to explain how i feel.
All can i feel is... i want to cry. My tears just keep coming out from my eye.

Tell me what can i do now? What should i do now?

I am lost. Totally lost.
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Will i be the Happy me again? Where is the happy me now? i cant find you. =[

2010-08-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

Broken Heart. =[

Is this what i want? The decision that i have made, make me lost him forever. Is this really what i want? This is the question that i keep asking myself.

But yet to have a answer. He use to be the one i want for all. But why thing will trun out to be like this.
We are hurt. We both are hurt deep.

All i ask for now is time. All i need now is time. Please give me all the time i need.

i don't know what to say. My mind is blank. haiz.

sob sob sob...

2010-07-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Scared!!!!!!

Yesterday night around 8 plus. boyfren call to ask me where am i and also tell me he hand a fall, i told him i just reach home. After 5 mins he called again and ask me Where am i? and i ans him again i am at home. Another 5 mins he called again and ask me Where am i? this time round i start to shout at him asking him whats wrong with you. Don fool around with me is not funny. And he say he is not he say he cant remember a things. I don't believe him so i scold him. Ask him not to play with me also ask him to go home cos he is stand outside his house don wan to go home and he donno why.

When he reach home i told him to tell his mum about it and he don seem like wan to say so i left with no choice to ask his bro to ans the call and tell his bro and also ask him to told his mum. At tat point that everyone start to panic and bring him to TTSH.

I never went down to TTSH cos his sis say no need to go down as it will be normal checking. But around 11 plus his sis told me tat he is admitted to the hospital and need to stay for a days. That is when i lost my mind and all i know is i need to see him now. So changed and took taxi down to hoapital. When i saw him my heart break. I never see him in such blur look. I almost tears but i stop cos his family and frens is there.
All we can do is to wait for doc. And they only do normal check and also give him a scan on his head.

We have to go home at around 1.30am plus i think. Cos is late den we cant stay any longer. When i reach home i break down. I was talking on phone with him and i told him i am scared and my tears just cant control and keep rolling down fom my eye. cant sleep at all force myself to sleep i think is 3am already and wake up at around 6.30am. Bathe and head to hospital again to knoe the result of the scan and also see him.

At around 11am plus. Happy to know that the scan is alright and he is discharge from the hospital. but also not happy cos the doctor did nth. All we can do is wait wait and wait. And the lump is still there at the back of his head.

Until now the fear in my heart still there. I am very scared to hear him say he forget, donno and ask me where am i. This is the 3 words/sentance that he told me when he is lost.
Show u all the picture that i took when i saw his blur face in the hospital.
I HATE HOSPITAL.
and also don like any of my family, boyfren, fren to sleep on any of the bed in hospital.
i will go crazy and lost.
So please. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.

Here.. this is my blur boy.

DON EVER want to see your face like tat ANYMORE.

Take good care of yourself bby.

I will be with you 24 Hours lei.

and Don forget what you promise me ok.

Love u.

Miss u much.

mmmuackz.

2010-07-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

Picnic @ East Coast on 27 June 2010

I know i am slow to post the picutre today but i am just not in the mood and don 't have the time.

A sat without you again. haiz. How long more can i take it.
Sleepy till 1pm. Can sleep longer since i haven nth on. But i choose to wake up and keep myself busy by doing a lot of house work so that i wont keep thinking.
And also do some editing of photo. Have done a lot since i wake up till now ( 3.42pm) I have not eat anything and i am not hungry at all.

Can anyone make me smile from my heart again??? I am not happy.. seriously not happy at all. I feel empty. maybe i am missing someone. Who? Him? or Her? or none? Haiz.

Don't want to talk so much. Jus enjoy the picture. I will upload some here the rest can be found at my Facebook.

Company Trip to Singapore Gardren Festival on 15 July 2010.

Having Active day on 15 july 2010. Although is half day but better then nothing. At least we are out of office and no need to work. But when we are back to office everyone was like sooo busy.

Anyway there is nth much there beside looking at flowers. haha.
But some of them are quite nice. And lunch at Waraku. Treat by bosses.

Let the picture do the talking. Same here i only select some of the photo, the rest can be found at my facebook.

Going cycling with Heng Boon and frens later.. Hope is not raining.. Stay tune for more picure. haha

2010-07-03T13:55:00.001+08:00

All at once!!

My Computer die on me. I just wake up at around 1.30pm and wanted to on my com but it has the long "beep" sound and i see nothing on my monitor. So i went to ask my brother to come down and take a look.
And he say spoilt already, there is something inside the CPU is lose. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
I am dam pissed off. Computer at my house is very important to me and there is still so many data in my com that i have not back up. haiz.
Just SUX, I am going to go for a repair tomorrow if possible. Hope it can work. Here my money goes again. haiz.

There is too many things happen on my for this 2 weeks. Relationship problem, friends problem now my computer.. ARGH!!!!!!
My Life just SUX.
Feel as though every step that i took is wrong. Totally Wrong!

Not in the mood to do anything now. haiz. Everything seem to be different from before already. haiz.
Hate the emo side of me but yet i am having the emo feeling in me for the past 2 weeks. haiz.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

Wonderful Weekend with the person i love. =]

Boyfren planned to go sentosa.

So there we go. We have our breakfast there and head down to sentosa. There is lots if people at the train station towards sentosa. I wan dam shock cos it was 12pm. So early and there is so many people or maybe is me who too long never go there. haha. And the people there is mostly indians. Don't know what day is that. haha.

Bought our ticket and here we come Sentosa. Pass by Resort world, it was my first time seeing resort world. And it was so nice but like not a lot of rides is open. So my plan for going in will be push back. haha.

Reach there we faster find the way to the palce that boyfren plan to bring me go. We went to play the Luge and Skyride. It is played together. So quene and bought the ticket. Quene for our turn and finally we are on the 'Car' and off we go.. Haha.

After that we went to watch our 4D show. It was nice but it soo short. It stated 15 mins but i feel is shorter then that.

It was expensive to play and enjoy there. But i really did enjoy and all those tat i played was my very first time. Thanks baobei for bringing me there. haha.

Now i will let the picture do all the talking.

Note: all this picture was editing by me as my designer was not free today. LOL.

Thanks baobei for all this.

I hope we don't quarrel cos of someone. Not worth at all.

I hope you will understand. I understand how you feel but maybe the words and tone i use is wrong again.

I am sorry.

2010-06-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

Kite Flying at Marine Barrage on 13 June 2010.

Sorry for late posting. Now i have a photography and also a designer. LOL. That is my boyfren. So i need to wait for him to edit and send to me then i can blog.
And that take weeks as we online at the different timing. LOL.

OMG, was first time at Marrine Barrage to fly kite. It was so easy to make the kite fly up man. And i can say our kite and also the string is strong enough to survive through to the strong wind. LOL.
Boyfren was trying soo hard just to pull back our kite form the strong wind.
It was super fun. When will be the next time bby? haha.

I will let the picture do the talking.
Oh ya. We went there with boyfren sister, brother and also cousin.

Wait for my next post at Sentosa. Went with boyfren today. Having so fun there and i am so death tired till i KO when i was in the bus on the way back home. LOL.

Hope i got time to edit tml and blog. If not will have to wait for my designer to edit for me. Correct bby? hahaha

Thanks bby for all the things that you have done for me.

I love you. Mmuackz.

2010-06-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

USELESS!

This is the only word i can think of to describe myself. Haiz.
It was a bad day for me. Today i took 1 day leave just to attend an interview as well as a 1 day trial at Little Skool House. I love the area and the school but not what i am doing. I am assigned to take care of infant and i realise that i can't take care for them. They cry 1 by 1. You coax 1 and another 1 start to cry. I am new there so when i wanted to play with them they starting cry cos they don't know who am i. They are not familiar with me.

i learn how to feed 1 of the child cos she is the only 1 who let me feed. Other child when i just sit infront of them to prepare to feed they starting crying already.

All this well i keep telling all my friend that i love kids that why i took up this course. But in the end the love and to take care of them is different. I told the principal that i would like to take care toddler or older children but not infant. That's when is end of the day she interveiw me by starting to ask me how was my day today. And i told her i am tired. She say she understand. So from here i start to tell her i think i will prefer taking care of todder and above. And she told me that i can't go far cos i don't have 'O's. But i told her i am current taking Fundamental cert in Early childhood then continue taking infant & toddler cert followed by diploma. She say, no you can't, the max you can go is infant and toddler already. They will still need 5 'O's no matter what and also at least a B3 in english. Then i was like OMG.
I was told by my classmate about this but i don't believe cos the person that do all my enrol for the school told me i can slowly go up to diploma. But now everyone say cannot.

The main reason is i think i choose the wrong path for myself. Haiz. I don't really like to handle kids. I love them but to take care of them i think i will be dying very fast. And the worst parts is i can only take care of infant.
I hate myself. Seriously Hate.
I cry when i meet my bf today after i end work from the childcare. I just bust out with tears. I am soooo tired. I don't know how to descirbe the tired i have at that moments.
It is more tired then i work in my current office job. Is like 90% more tired then i work in office.
Is not easy. As all my friends told me. Is not easy. Now i understand how hard is that hard.

I guess i will have to stay in this company. Fellow colleague you will be disturb by me Jasleen for sometime again. haha.
After working at the childcare centre for 1 days i think i fall in love with my current office job althoug there is a bitch in the company. Cos i think at least i am familiar with all the things and people there, know how to handle them.
I still want to thanks the childcare centre to give me this experience. It's a great experience and also a expensive one. haha.

Now what i need to face it all the eyes and the comment from friends and family. I really hope everyone can support me. Haiz. I am soo worry now. Wonder what comment will i get from you guys. haiz.

2010-06-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

Irritated

Feel so irritated from this morning once i reach office and saw bosses. AK keep calling me non-stop. Asking me this and that.
The worst things is yesterday AK ask me are we using gmail to chat? Before i can ans him he tell me who is those person that he know is using. So i have no choice to admit it. And he say he want to block it.
OMG! They already block facebook, msn, youtube. Now they want to do the skpe only can send file but cant chat. I use that to communicate to supplier only they also want to do that. I seriously don't know why my bosses want to do that. they say is cos they want to bring up the server. Don bullshit. Just a server need to block so many thing? And do so long already is the server up nicely? Perfectly? NO NO NO. There is still so many problem and they wan to block everything.
I know we should not use facebook or msn at all when working. But please don't we need to let out our stress? i mean we can surf a while. After that get back to work. Will make us more refresh. But somehow they just don't understand. They just want us to work work work. Keep working non-stop like the BITCH.

I will LEAVE this SUX company. I plan to tender end of this month and leave end of next month. I have start looking for job at childcare centre. Hope there will be centre that will take me when i am still having lesson now. My classmate can find i hope i also can.
I can feel i really don't like this company already. Cos every morning i will drag myself up to work. When i reach office i don't feel like doing anything. I am always looking forward to lunch and end work cos that is the time tat i can leave the office for a while. Haiz.
This type of me i really wonder why i can stay here for nearly a year. haiz.

The Flea is postpone. I don't know due to what reason. But i feel disappointed. I plan to make some money from there So that it can at least help me for this month. I need to buy computer take for this month. And many other things that need money.
I feel i have not watch movie with him for a super long time.
It seem to be the money they don't allow us to do it. haiz.

MONEY MONEY MONEY. Everything need money. haiz.

2010-05-31T16:12:00.000+08:00

Wrong Tone.

I don't know how to explain how i feel now.
I am just concern asking you how is your job search. I just want to know how it is? Anybody call you?
Maybe my tone i use is wrong. I am sorry.

I read your blog. I am sad to see what you have type. Don't know what i can do to make you happy, smile from your heart.
Seriously i don't know where the problem come from. If it is from your family then i can't do much but if it is from me who make you unhappy then i think i will have to reflect on what i have done to make you felt this way.
I remember the long message that you send me saying my expectations for you is too high. I admit on this point. I think is because of my mum, her expectations for my bf and even future husband is very high. In order to let you meet the expectations that she is looking for, i have to set my expectations for you even higher. I am sorry to give you this stress.
Maybe this is one of the reason that make you can't smile from heart.

I really wish to see you smiling from your heart again. Maybe i should not tell you too much about what i want for my future life. Maybe i should just let you do what you want and stop questioning you too much.

Just to let you know, your unhappiness will be mine too. Your stress will be mine too.
You seem to be always tired, maybe is because of your shift work or maybe you are just tired of me. [Sorry to have this mindset.]

Just want to let you know, if you really need the time to do your things do let me know. I will give you all the time you need. I will always be at your side no matter you are happy or sad. I want to share you happiness as well as your sadness.
I hope you understand my situation.

When will i see you smile again?

2010-05-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

Wonderful weekend.

I have a wonderful weekend with boyfren. But is also a super tired weekend yet i am very happy. Haha.

We spent our 25th month anniversary at home sleep for the first half day. Because is boyfren first off day. But he woke up in the evening just to bring me out to the DNA bridge. (He told me that is call DNA bridge) We took picture as well but i think due to the lighting at night he cant take much nice picture.

Spent my night with him. The next day we went to the food fair at Expo and back to my house for swimming and also early dinner at home. And me (the pig) fall asleep after my dinner. Haha After waking up we went to ikea to help his sis to buy something and also look for big computer table for me.

Hope i can buy it in June.

The month of June is a busy week. Should say only the first 2 week is busy. Haha.

Okay. i will stop talking if not you guys will be bored. Show you guys all the picture that we took. I didn't edit much on the picture as i feel no need to do it. Haha.

Long Weekend have end. Need to get back to work again tml. And having school tml as well.
Boring but no choice. That is our life. Haiz.

I miss my baobei so much now. But i never pick him up at his work because i am tired and i have my school work not done yet.
Sorry baobei.

2010-05-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

A Bad start

It was a bad start for me today. He sms me in the middle of the night when i am asleep. But i read the sms when my alarm ring and that is the first things i saw when i open my eye from the sleep with no washing up at all. It bring me all the way down to hell. I am serious. My tears just drop when i read. After read i lie down straight and think. After a few minutes i pull myself up to prepare for work. I SO don't wish to go work today.
I even cry when i am bathing. My heart just super pain. Even now i am typing my tears is dropping.

i think for the whole morning on how to reply him. And i think i send 12 pages of message over to him.
i can't force myself to smile at all. =[

I don't know how to explain to you all out there how i feel. I think when you receive this message from your loves one then you will understand.

Maybe i am wrong and you are right. My expectations for you is too high. But did you ever think why will i like this. Because i think of our future.
People say don't put in 100% in your relationship and don't plan too much on future things because you wont know what will happen next. But i think i have put more then 100% in this relationship. Is way to over then anyone can think of. Up to you to believe.

Struggling, no Worry-free a day. This are the 2 words that i receive from you. Also this is the 2 words that hurt me deeply. And also wake me up. I seriously don't know my action and my way of doing things make you feel so 'Xin Ku' to live.

It remind me of another him in the past. We break off because of i am not independent. This is what he say and i remember it till now and will be forever. But because of him i think i know how to love a person correctly and found my man now.

There is a lot of thing in life make us sad and angry. And the one that will affect us is LOVE. It can affect us very easily especially woman. And i am one of them.

I hope after this SMS we will know each other better and will last longer. I really don't wish to end this relationship. I really love you that much until me myself also don't know how to describe it.
I think after this we will have consider clearly that we WANT each other and need each other forever no matter what happen.
I Love you no matter what happen and wont leave you no matter what happen. =]

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Second thing for today that i wan to say.
I am thinking why do boyfren and galfren can't be frens when they break off? Is it so hard to talk as frens again? And heard that we are not invited to his/her birthday party. (Maybe you invited me through Facebook but sorry I haven check my Facebook and i receive message from my friend about this already.) Even me who is STILL his/her fren. I am not his/her boyfren or galfren in the past. Just that i happen to be a good fren of his/her ex-galfren/boyfren.
You will see here i never state is a he or a she. I use 'he/she' because i don't wan to offend anyone out there. And to the person i am referring to should know who you are.
I am very disappointed in you. I really didn't know you are same as him. But i think maybe he is better? I don't know.

Anyway my dear friend you have me and i have you, is enough already. I will not left you out if i have any party. I will confirm invited. You will be the first to be invited ok. Promise. =]

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Thirdly is my work.
OH MY GOD! Just a morning only i am busy with so much things. And so many feeling in my heart that i need to settle. Also reply email and some Quote that i need to settle and things that i need to send to production.

Purposely the BIG FAT HIPPO BITCH want to irritate me. She keep stand up from her chair and just to peep on me from the back. Looking at what i am doing. I know it because i have 2 mirror on my desk. When i am not around she will start to tell people in the company that i am playing game and not doing my things.

I just heard from my colleague telling me that early in the morning she wan saying why i can play game and don't work yet the bosses still like me so much.
WTF! when did i not working?? when i am counting the Quote on my desk can you see? When i am busy walking here and there just to settle some thing from production did you see? I am busy doing some changes on our RFQ form did you see it? Busy calling supplier asking them this and that did you see? etc etc....
You can only see me use computer play game instead of working because you don't like from the start. And i don't know is my face that irritate you from the start that why you don't like me or there i another reason i don't know. Other then this i cant find any reason for that.

Because she is not when i come in a few days later, after seeing how i work then don't like me. Is from the first day when i step into this company she already don't like me. WHY???

Anyway i don't want her to like me now also. Because i already HATE her. Really a motherfucker. [sorry to use this word but i am just super angry.]

She really start to go around telling everyone in this company about i never work and playing game. But I am happy to have a batch of colleague that believe in me and not her.
But also because of this i must be extra careful. I want my resume to be nice when i leave this company. I don't want to spoilt it because of her.

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Okay i think that all for today. I spend almost the whole day just to type all this. From morning until now after lunch and nearly 3pm then i finish. It took a long time to think how to type so that i wont offend anyone and also don't hurt the one i love.

Thanks for everything that you have given me. The tolerate that you have given to me and all the love, care, concern that you have shown. Is all seen in my eye only that people tend to see only the bad part when they are angry. They wont really see the good ones. This is very truth.

Thanks for all my fren and colleague that have been supporting me when i am low. Today when i come to office all of them know there is something bothering me. All asking me why am i so 'Sian' today. Anyway happen? Haha. Thanks. I really appreciate that.

Hope that there is not spelling mistake or typo. hehe

The-End

2010-05-17T16:27:00.001+08:00

Wonderful 2D1N Bintan Trip.

I am back from bintan. It was a wonderful 2D1N. I have lots of fun there.
We say we plan to go there relax.. we are relax but also tired cos we really play too much. haha.

First day when we reach there we only have dinner.. we ate bread in the ferry. The bread tat i make from home. After we alight from the ferry it took us so long just to stamp on our passport. There is no queue at all. everyone is standing everywhere. And we just follow. After stamping we finally board on the bus to Bintan Lagoon Resort. haha. When our bus reach there we need to queue again for checking in to hotel room but they say room will only ready at 3pm. Expected. So we ask can we leave our luggage at the lobby? and they can of course. So after putting our heavy bags down we are off to play. hahaha.

First activities was...........ATV. hahahaha.

it was SUPER fun. i get to drive it for a while. mostly is my dear drive cos i am scared to drive it.. hahaha.. it hard to control on the sand and the vehicle was big. freaking big for me. hahaha.

after tat we all swimming and also massage in room. hahaha. i will not talk much.
just show you guys what we have took there.
not forgetting i have a photographer and also gt desiger and tat is ZEE (my boyfren).
Picture was mostly taken by him and all are edited by him.

I miss BINTAN man..

i am sooo going back there man.

we are planing for the next trip le.. haha. we maybe going back to bintan on nov but staying in the different hotel. haha..

Looking forward to our next trip. haha

2010-05-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

2 days to Bintan.

Back to work from 3 days mc. Plus weekend i have rest for 5 days but is still not enough. I still feel sick today. The main reason why i am having 3 days mc is cos i have done extraction of my teeth. After doing fever come next and follow by cough and flu. Before doing i already nearly faint due to my tummy. OMG.. everything came at the same time. Just hope everything will gone by tml. Cos i am going bintan this weekend. I can't fall sick. i wan to enjoy myself there.

Today in office was sux. Even just work for 2 days for this week but i still feel sux. I just don like this job anymore. i am sick of here.
Today i feel the bosses treat me like transparent. There is 2 project on going now but due to i am on mc for the pass 3 days and the bitch is doing so she will continue to follow up. I need not to follow but i also know what is going on cos Pris(Her project) told me.
I am not angry that i have nothing to do. Just feel weird to heard all this from Pris instead of AK(Boss). He told me other things. Never mind, since today i also not really well to do anything or to handle anything.

What happened to me?? Why am i feeling so sick nowadays.

Thank you baobei for being there when i am sick.

Being there when i need you to be there.

And also helping me to do all the thing at home.

we will enjoy ourselves at bintan. =]

just another 2 days and we will move our ass there.. haha.

excited??? i am excited. I think i will get a gd sleep on friday. =]

2010-05-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Busy Month. Poor Month.

Due to some problem to my pay i will be super poor this month plus there is so many things that i need to pay for this month. OMG.

i will busy cos there is problem with my teeth and i need to visit dental. That is a scary place for everyone i think The pain of my teeth is killing me, seriously killing me badly.
i will get rid of the teeth by this week i think.
I need to do a full body check up on this 2 week cos my orientation is on 17th May and i need to hand over a full medical report by that day and also pay my sch fees. OMG. MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

Going bintan next weekend that will also need money. But i am excited and looking forward to it. =]
It just this 2 weeks i am busy everything need to be settle by this 2 weeks.
Everything seem urgent to me cos my teeth is killing me i need to get it done asap. The medical report need to be done cos the day when i come back from bintan is my orientation day already.

SAD!

2010-04-14T16:56:00.000+08:00

Boring.

Super bored at work. i totally have nothing to do. Plus everything is block.
i can't go Facebook
i can't go Twitter
i can't Watch show
i can't Play games
i can't Play itouch

Everything cannot be done.
Today Jess just tell me that Allan (Boss) say don't watch show in the office. Say that we have CCTV in office he know what we doing.
Bullshit! Got CCTV so what. They are always out. Do you think they have time to see the CCTV recorder? plus even they see can they see so clearly what we are doing?
Confirm is th BITCH that sit behind me always peep on what i am doing and complain to the bosses. FUCK right? She just have nothing to do. What will she get when she complain?

Actually i thought of buying Rear mirror (those put inside car) to place it on top of my monitor. But i don't want to do until like this. Cos last time when happen to have a talk with Allan and he say " you won't want to keep checking on your blind spot." so i decided not to buy. but now i regret. The small mirror i have now really cannot see what she is doing. I am not interested on her face. i only want to see did she peep on me. over the small mirror i caught her a lot of time already but i wan to see more clearly.

Feel so stress to work here. There is always a person behind you peeping on you and telling boss what you have done. And not saying the good things is saying all the bad point. Even i have not down before she also can say. Nothing better to do. Is all Auntie at their 40s and not married are like that????
If not cos of my study and i want subsidy from NTUC i won't continue to work here. Haiz.
I have to bear with it till end of this year? OMG..
Who can help me???

Got any job that can work for 4 month only?? i just need to work for 4 month to complete my study then i can go work at childcare. just 4 month. i don't feel like staying in this company anymore.

imissyousomuch.

2010-04-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

Bad Start of Wednesday.

Have a bad morning today. early is the morning i realize that i have done something wrong on my job. and i am rushing to clear this problem cos is a very rush job. Need to be done NOW and FAST.
i am so angry and sad about myself already cos i bring trouble to my colleague. and suddenly there is people asking me this and that.
The phone keep ringing and the BITCH don wan to help pick up plus there is people keep pressing door bell worst is the person is looking for me. OMG. early in the morning so many things to do.

Wanted to call bf tell him that i am facing problem and i feel bad. Every time when i am facing problem i will call him and i will feel much more better after talking to him. cos he will tell me is not my fault, i don't wan this to happen also. i know is only a few words that everyone or myself can say to me. But come out from his mouth i will feel much more better.
but...... i call him and suddenly my colleague come to my table to ask me things and there is someone looking for me at the door. so i told him i call u back later. when i settle everything i call him back and he ask me am i free already?
Don't know is he or me. i just feel the way he talk to me like so unhappy. and i shout back.
maybe he don mean anything but i just feel that. i am so angry and sad about myself. haiz.

Is this my fault??? cos there is too many things happen at the same time. plus i do wrong thing, already in bad mood.
*Cool down, take a deep breath*
Okay, is my fault. i am just not in the mood just now.

Sorry baobei.

there is too many things happen at the same time. misunderstand the way you talk to me.

at that time i feel you are unhappy and scolding me.

Sorry. i am very sorry.

Forgive me?

2010-03-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

Tuesday.

2 days to long weekend.. Yeah yeah.

i am here to complain. OMG.
Yesterday i lost my ez-link card. but i don't blame anyone. i blame myself.
ok. the story goes like this. Yesterday i went to amk to meet bf after i end work. and i need to withdraw money as well as top card my ez-link card. so i went to the POSB atm machine. bf help me top up and withdraw i stand beside him. and when he top up he press on receipt. so i was looking at the receipt and everything done we just walk off like that without knowing that i forget to take my ez-link card. then we went to have our dinner and walk around until when the time i need to go home den i realize that i lost my ez-link card.

and all my memory just flash back in my mind telling me where i left my ez-link and how i lost it. i am so sad and angry. i am not angry to anyone. i angry about myself. Why am i so stupid? How can i forget to take? Why am i so careless? and also they next person who wan to use the machine saw the ez-link card also never return it to me or tell me. FUCK.

i know you all will ask me if i am the one behind i will also do the same. but no. if the person is just infront of me i will return to the person but if the person has walk far le i also cannot do anything.

argh!!! just sooo angry. STUPID ME STUPID ME.

never mind. Over already. i angry and scold myself also no use. i still need to spent money to buy another card and also do all the necessary things.

but still thanks dear for being there for me. and when i am angry he console me and also pei me to walk back to the ATM machine to look for it.
thanks dear.
I love you.
mmmuackz.

2010-03-29T12:16:00.001+08:00

Working.

Monday.. a start of the week again. i am so sick of coming to office to work. but lucky this week only need to work 4 days as Friday is a public holiday. Good Friday.
I am going to enjoy this long weekend. And also have a good rest.

Anyway i am here to intro to you guys something.
Do u need a photographer? Need someone to take nice photo for you for your blogshop? or any event that you need photographer. Can just contact me.
Of course i am not the photographer i am not up to that standard yet. but my boyfren (Zee) is.
Feel free to contact me and i will make arrangement for you. I am his assistant cum admin. LOL.
Here is the link. You and click and have a look what he have done. There is still more coming in. please stay tune to it.
Frens out there if u see my blog please help me pass this to your fren also. Thanks.

http://recreatetheworld.blogspot.com/

ok. i will stop here.
Remember. when u need photographer please THINK OF ME. =]

2010-03-27T17:43:00.001+08:00

Boring Saturday.

i stay at home for the whole day. doing all the picture editing. i know i have not been blogging picture.
Here are the picture. but i never state date cos simply too long ago already. haha.

there is still more to go.. but tat picture i need my photogragher lau gong to edit. haha

i edited those pic with white border and i realise tat my blog background is white. OMG. haha..

I am missing my lau gong sooo much.
but i am lazy to go out and pick him up.
jus feel sooo tired..

2010-03-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

Useless ME!!!!

Suddenly feel i am so useless after what boyfriend have tell me. But i think he is right.

I feel i don't know why am i still living. I am so stupid. I don't anything, my English is so lousy, I don't know how to speak proper English, I don't know how to handle people how to communicate with people nicely, i don't this and that. haiz.

I always ask people how to spell this and that how to do this and that. haiz.

People say i have a malay boyfriend my English will be better because i need to talk to him in English everyday but i don't think so because i am STUPID.

I HATE MYSELF!!!

I don't know am i still living here. HAIZ.

2010-03-03T15:50:00.001+08:00

Falling asleep!!

OMG! I am fall asleep. I have nothing to do now.

Yesterday Jess was talking to me about my job. Need to do this and that. And also say she can see i don't feel like working this few days and i smile. haha. And she say even though i don't like to work or don't feel like working also have to put 100% of her heart when i am working. I know about this but some time i just can't put 100% in it.

Today i try to do all my things nicely. And i complete in the morning after lunch when i come back i totally have nothing to do. I keep thinking and thinking what else i need to do but my mind just cant come out anything.

I think my blog is bored because there is only words and no picture just like my dear old post. All text and no picture. I think next time when i read back my this post i will fall asleep when i read it. wahaha.

okay i will stop here.

2010-03-02T17:06:00.003+08:00

5pm!! (02-Mar-2010)

I am here again. Just read through my dear pass post in his blog. Don't know why when i am read i feel funny and keep laughing although some is writing about his ex-girlfriend. Feel like a small boy to me. And is so funny. The way he type sound that he is so shy. hahahaha.

Anyway dear. please update your blog with picture. Do you know mostly all the post that i read only words and no picture. is so boring. =]

And also i read when we just meet and you already calling me Lau Po, and will say someone is miss you. hahaha. Waking you Lau po up at what time, L.A.U P.O typing in cap this way to let me know that you address me as Lau po etc etc. Felt so sweet. =]

But i wan those love poem that you will say to me last time. Those that you just say out from your heart and not copy from others.

I love those time. Without any stress and those relax days. although sometime you will have some family problem but we are relaxing and happy.

Unlike now, we are so stress about whether we have month every month and where to go or eat. What we going to do next. Your mum keep nagging at you for everything you have done. And i am stress about my work. Don't like my work. Some time we will quarrel just because we have a bad mood that day and wanted to find someone to throw it out. You will throw to me and i will throw to you etc etc.

But we still love each other deeply.

I love you LAU GONG. i am happy and thankful that i know you and found you. I am happy that i accept you when you ask me to be your girlfriend and make it official. Thanks for everything that we have been through for this year. We are going to be together for 2 years and i never to be regret to be with you. I am sorry if i did say something real bad to you. Thanks for loving me this much. I know maybe my love for you not as much as you love me but i still love you. =]

Happily deeper in love with ZEE.

He is mine. And i will give him my love till end of my life. =]

2010-03-02T11:56:00.002+08:00

Don't Feel Like Working!

I am on urgent leave yesterday that why i never blog. I wan to blog about sat when we went out to celebrate Fe Wen's 23th birthday. But all the picture is at home and also i haven edit it.

Today when i reach office and open my mail. OMG.. all the mail just come in like nobody business. I am really not in working mood at all. I also don't know what is wrong with me, but i just totally don feel like working at all. and i don't feel like talking to anyone or even smile to anyone.

Please can someone please brighten up my day for me.. Make me smile from heart. Make me don't feel so sian can?

update again.

bye

2010-02-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

Meaningful

Went to my Lau po anna Blog to read her old Post. And found this. Find it very meaningful and i think my boyfriend did all thing so i wan to share with you all.

``Girls Must Know This

1. The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason
why he love you. he only knew that,
in his eyes,
you are the only one

2. The guy who love you,
actually always make you mad,
but he do never know what stupid thing did
he done, as everything he done,
is for your own good.

3. The guy who love you,
seldom praise you ,
but in his heart,
you are the best, only he know it

4. The guy who love you,
will scold or complaint if
you din't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

5.The guy who love you ,
Only drop his tears in front
of you, when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beat for you.

6. The guy who love you ,
will remember every word u said ,
even its accidentally. and he will use the
word always at the nick of time.

7. The guy who love you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the
promise, they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

8. The guy who love you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you, he
want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a surprise,
believe him that he can do it.

9. The guy who love you,
maybe can't remember special occasion like
somekind of anniversary but ,
he do know that, every second he live,
he's loving you, no matter what day is today

10. The guy who love you,
won't said " i love you" that easily,
because everything he done for you is
showing that he love you already,
but only he will tell the word at the
special situation, because he
dun wan u to misunderstand,
he want u to know that he love you.

11. The guy who really love you,
will feel that, sometimes,
something hav to tell for only once,
because he thought that u might already
understand him, if talk so much,
he will feel that theres nothing
you will cherish.

12. The guy who love you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose
and call you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luggage and ask you
" why are you becoming that
thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

13.The boy who love you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier . with smile.

14. The boy who love you,
don't know that whether he should call you
when you are angry, but he will sent a message
to you after few hours, if you ask
him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

15. The boy who love you,
always calls you a little girl,
but everytime he want to make a big
decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

16. The guy who love you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the bear you give him
at his bed.

17. The guy who love you,
while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably,
althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to
you with " baby, actually you know its
your fault, you know it urself "

18. The guy who love you,
will really miss you, he
will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you
stupidly under your apartment.
but he never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but doesn't matter,
because in his heart, that's roses.

19. The guy who love you,
seldom said sweet words,
but you know, his kisses already
transfer his all passion to you.

Dear Must Read this.

2010-02-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

Its FRIDAY!!!!

I am back again to blog. =] Time pass real fast today. Is already 3pm. and i was quite busy just now. I thought i can go out with driver Tommy to supplier side but i think boss is going with him later. Thought can go out no need to stay in office but cannot. SIAN.

Saw my new blogskin? I think is nicer then the previous one. wahaha. Sorry i just have nothing to do. Now i will just update whenever i am free. Do stay tune to my blog okay.
Next week i will bring picture to office and post. Hope i have the time to edit during weekend.
Oh..shit, i think i have no time to edit. haha.

My dearest Lau gong, Where are you? Go ride and forget about me? Don't even want to meet me today?? Don't miss me?? haha. I know you miss. Just ask for fun because i really have nth to do now.

Today lunch i only ate 4 small bread. And i don't feel hungry at all until now. Morning i ate some porridge. Think dinner will be something light as well or don't even have dinner.

okay. stop here first, i have nothing to post. i scared u guy read my blog will be bored. hahaha.

2010-02-26T10:34:00.000+08:00

I am a Sotong.

Stupid me. I forget to bring key. And now i cant open my cupboard and drawer in office. I need to open in order to work. OMG.

Yesterday night i wanted to change back for today work. so i took out all the things that i need to bring from that bag. But i never out my key. So this morning i just pack whatever is on my desk into another bag that i wan to use today. When i leave house i feel i have something i left out but i just don't know what it is. Until when i reach office then i realize that i forget to bring key.

Suddenly feel when i really need help i can't find anyone. Even those that is close to me also don't help. Own family also don't help. People say '靠自己' better. This is truth. Everything do yourselves.
After all who can i blame, only myself. =[

OMG. What happen to my blogskin. I need to change again. This blogskin i love the most after seeing so many but now giving me problem. Never mind since i am free in office also. Just search again. haha

When working i am so free but when i never work i am so busy. Later i am going to meet buddy to buy Fu Wen Present and i ask boyfriend to come along but he don't wan. I don't know why. Then sat i am going to buddy house for Chinese new year with other friends as well after that we will be going out to celebrate Fu Wen's birthday. Sun i will meet bf day time and at evening i will send him to work then meet my mum to go grandmother birthday. Still not confirm going a not forget to ask sis whether she going a not.
I have a FREE weekday and a BUSY weekend. wahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay i will stop here. Do you guys wan to see when my office open house picture. I thought of blogging but is old picture. Is 29 dec 09.

bye~~

2010-02-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

Long time no see..

I am here again. I just read through my pass post in my blog. There is so much different from the post i type.
anyway i wan to ask all my friend out there who i never meet for years or months that....

Can we arrange a day to meet up? I know i am the one who is busy. Because now i need to work and i have my dearest boyfriend ma. haha.. (*Showing off*)

Let me name out some. Those that is not name not mean i forget about you just cannot think of it now. sorry. =]
My dearest Shirley.
My Best Partner Michelle.
My Best Memory Jason Neo.
My Best Friend Heng Boon, Junze, Jason Yeo, Crawford (Hope i spell correctly)
My Best Colleague Tasha (i don't think she will read my blog. haha)
Friend that i go ride with Willie ( i don't think he will read my blog as well. haha)
My Ex-boyfriend Vincent Liew ( He don't like to read blog so also wont see his. nvm. haha)

I think should be like that. Did i left YOU out. Please sms me or tag me. sorry about that.

To: My Dearest Lau Gong Zee.

don't jealous about what i type on top okay. Is to describe them. You are still the best. Still my dearest Lau Gong.. I Love You soooo much. mmmmmmmmuackz.

2010-02-24T15:40:00.003+08:00

No Mood.

I am sick of this kind of work place. Not because of my work load. Is because of the people here. Everyone is okay but not tat bitch.

Keep complaining to the boss.Just now i realize i did something wrong on previous job. Now there is some problem with Client services dept. So i went to tell boss that this is my fault and he say is okay. We send to Client first and see if Client complain, if complain then we will ask production to do a reprint. So i left his office and say sorry to my colleague because that is his client and he will need to handle if the client complain.

But he also say never mind, the Client don't know is wrong yet.

After around 10 minutes later the BITCH went in to boss office and i think i overhear that she is complaining about the thing i did wrong. WHY SHE WAN TO DO THIS? Also none of her business. My colleague that handle the Client also never complain WHO THE HELL IS SHE TO COMPLAIN?????

I seriously cannot stay in this type of office to work. She just go against me all the time. No matter i did right or wrong she will also go complain. She just like to make a fuss of it.

But i am affected by her action. How boss will think of me?? I haven never went to complain to boss about her even though i am unhappy about her.

If is not because i wan to go study and need a full time job in order to get discount from NTUC i will have leave NOW.

Feel like tell my colleague Jess and Pris but i think the best is don't talk so much don't say so much. Haiz.

i have never been happy b4 since i enter this office. Even if is our active day i also don't feel happy. Just enjoy the wind and the sea. Forget to tell u guys, on the active day she also complain to boss about me behind my back when i am just infront of her. HAIZ!!! i really don't know what to say.

I usually very fierce, those who know me will know. But when come to work place i am a SUPER QUIET person. Boss even say i anti-social. ANTI-SOCIAL this word is not in my dictionary at all.

haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz.

this is the only place that i can throw everything out.

end.

2010-02-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Holiday Mood!!

I am here to post again. Today i have some picture to show you. But my face will be ugly because the wind is too big on the yatch.

Yesterday was so enjoy. First active day with a company. I have never go on company trip before. But I am soo weak, I have bad sea sick. Totally cant enjoy much.
Head is soo pain and giddy and gastric is soo painful. but i did enjoy when we was on a small island playing water and games. regret of not bring swimming custom.

Thought today i wanted to take MC but was too lazy to see sick so here i am in the office doing nothing. haha.
Jess and i just said yesterday who will take MC today and there is 1 which is our driver Tommy. hahahaha.

So enjoy but does not mean i like this job. haha.
I have talk to boss about i wan to go study and wont like to ask whether can i leave early because my lesson will start at 6.30pm. And he ask me to let him see all the document about my course.
I have not tell him that i wanted to take early childhood. Maybe next week then i will let them know ba.

Really spoilt my mood when i work. Because there will always be an eye keep looking at me and looking at what i am doing and also will keep going to complain here and there.

I will show you guys some picture that was taken on yesterday the Active day. Using Company DSLR and edited by our designer Miko.

This is some of the picture. There is too many. I will upload the rest in Facebook when i am free ba.

Really enjoy the trip.. Think everyone enjoy it as well.

Friends out there if you got read my blog you guy will know there is a BITCH that i don't like this my company. Guess which one is her. haha. She has a BITCH face. haha

2010-02-22T12:32:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to

EVERYONE!!

I think i have been days since I last post. I am just very busy with all my things. haha.
Saw the new blogskins?? I have nothing to do in the office so this is wat i am doing. =]

Today is the first day coming back to office to work. I really don't have the mood to work at all. Anyway today will be half day for my company because we having active day today. Active day mean an outing for all staff. We will be going to Yatch[Hope i spell correctly] later around 3 we will be leaving office. I think you guy will feel happy for me but i don't feel happy at all as i am not that close with all the staff here and it will end around 8pm plus which is later then the time we usual end.

Today go happy but tomorrow will still be a working day.. SIANZ...

But today I gt 2 angbao from my 2 bosses. That is the thing I will be happy about ba. and the amount is quite a lot compare to those that i got. =]
Later i am going to have my lunch with my dear. He today off and he say he wan to meet me for lunch.
OMG. i think something is wrong with my tummy. i nv eat breakfast and now is 12.30pm and i don't feel hungry.
but also good like that, because i can go on diet at this time. Hahahahaha.

I will try to update as often as I can. I think I will bring photo from home to office so that i can post with picture. today this post will be a boring post ba. Will imporve it for the next post. I need to go for my lunch soon. IS 12.30pm now.. haha

bye.

2010-01-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

Weekend!!!

Saw the BLOGSKINS???? hahahha.. NICE?
jus change on friday when i am working.. cos i am jus too bored. there is nth for me to do. so i thought of change my blogskins.

yesterday after work went to tampines mall to buy wrapper with my lau po anna. haha.althought is only a while but we have a long talk.. we jus talk while walking and we can talk non-stop man. haha. my lau po anna also talk so much yesterday..
lau po, tell u hoh.. in the my present is too big.. 1 wrapper is not enough lei.. i decide not to wrap le.. hahaha.. like waste money to buy lor.. hahaha. but nvm la.. can go out with you ma. haha.

later i am going to my colleague house warming den after tat meeting buddy and zhen ni they all to celebrate zhen ni birthday. and i pull my bf to come along cos he off. but is his first off. and he is now sleeping on my bed while i using com and watching my show. i am hungry but i waiting for him to wake up den eat together.

baobei, thanks for pei me.
i noe you are very tired.
thanks.

i am also very tired but i jus cant sleep.
now i using com and my head is pain. OMG..

2010-01-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

YO!!!

i am here to upload some photo tat i took on my holiday on dec 09. and also some pic tat i took recently.

oh. after 6 month working in my office i finally gt my confirm letter and also the bonus for dec.. i am happy working there except for the bitch. she jus noisy.
ok. anyway. i am bored at work this fews days cos our internet is banned to go to facebook as well as msn. even ebuddy due to new server that they going to have. and there is bored cos i cant chat with my lau po anna and also i can go facebook to see. that is bored man.

Chinese new year is coming.. i am busy working and also shopping for my new year clothes and also meeting my fren for birthday celebration.
this coming sat i need to go to my colleague house warming at tampines than at nite i need to meet buddy and fren to celebrate zhen ni birthday. busy weekend again.
but i will have a long weekend for chinese new year. cos boss force us to take leave on wed wed 17 feb to 19 feb. which mean we will be having holiday the whole week. and will resume work on 22 feb... is gd to have holiday but they cut our leave. and those who is still under probation will be unpaid leave. OMG.

Dec 09 Holiday

Recently Pic

i love all the pic.. soo nice..

jus wait for my update. haha
i will update when i take pic. and i have the time to edit pic.

sometime i jus don like your temper.
a bit of things and you be unhappy.
i noe there is a lot of thing tat you wan and sometime due to something and you cant get it.
but u cannot jus be angry like tat ma. everything that u do or you wan does not mean u can get it smooth de lei.
i try to talk to you but u jus cannot listen when u r angry.
i jus need you to relax and relax yourself.
anything happed you still gt me.
i am here for you.. always here for you.
understand??
i love u.. muackz.

2010-01-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!

I know i have not been blogging for the past 1 month.
Not that i have nothing to blog, i have plenty to blog but i just don't know where to start and i don't time to blog as well.
Work now adays is sooo busy. i have been working OT for this 2 days. yesterday is the worst.. i work till 11pm.. OMG OMG.. that is the lastest man. and yet there is not OT pay.

Don't talk about those unhappy stuff.
lets talk about what i am going to do this month. OMG.. is a busy month for me.
weekdays no need to say i will be busy working.
as for weeked...
this sat i need to go color my hair with my lau po anna at hougang after tat i need to collect my online pants at hougang as well. then i will head back home for a rest with boyfren. then at night i will be meeting buddy and fren to shop for present, movie and dinner. sun i need to go boyfren house to help him pack his things cos there will be a new cupboard coming in. we will go order tomorrow and ask the person to deliver on sun.

next sat, i will accompany boyfren go to his fren birthday. we plan to go pinic. then at night need to meey buddy and fren to celebrate zhen ni birthday but still not confirm yet cos zhen ni donno whether she need to work a not.. sun will be a rest day for boyfren and me. haha

the following sun i need to attend boyfren's fren wedding..

see see see.. there is how my this month weekend goes.. and not finish yet.
sis keep asking me when we going to buy new year clothes. and she say she don wan to buy last mins. so i think this few weekend i will arrange a time with her to go on shopping.. OMG OMG.. all i need is money money money.. and purposely this month i have no money.
just change of HP last month and change to a data plan and OMG the bill come is dam fucking ex la.
i don't know how are we going to pay it. HATE M1. always say things nice when u sign the plan or buy a phone but always end up sux. i am soo going to ask why isit soo ex. if they giv me stupid reason i am going to scold them.

ok. i know my this post will be dam boring cos is all words.
i will try to arrange a time for myself to edit all the pic tat i took for my long holiday last month. tat i took on christmas that week.. a long holiday with boyfren. and also some other pic which i also don't know when isit. hahaha.

i miss my baobei sooo much.
feel like i have soo long nv see him.
cos yesterday i wan soo busy nv sms him that y i feel like soo long nv see or talk to him.
looking forward for this weekend.. no no.. i think is every weekend.
cos this month i can spent a lot of weekend with baobei.
hoh... baobei?? hahahahaha

2009-11-30T18:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!! =]

Here i wan to thanks all my frens who have wish me Happy Birthday and also a BIG THANKS to those who have spent their time celebrating with me and also all the present that you guys have bought..

First Celebration on 21 Nov 09.

We out with boyfren, buddy and frens. We went for dinner only cos they book out late and they rushing to buy present for me b4 meeting me. wahahaha.
So b4 that i went to find Lau po Anna SMU. cos she booth to sell all her clothes. haha. so went there to support her and also take PHOTO with her.. hahaha.
I hope i did help you and your cousin a bit.. =]

i will let the photo do the talking instead.

Second Celebration on 24 Nov 09.

Meet up with Shirley and Michelle after my work at expo. for Kitty Lab. OMG is was fun man. i didn't know it wan games. i thought is jus normal sales tat sell all Hello Kitty stuff. haha.

same here i will let the photo do the talking. haha.

Third Celebration on 25 Nov 09.

Meet up with boyfren and head down to anna house to meet her. i thought we meet her cos she say my present is at her house. so i thought we take den we will be going out but no.. i went up and SURPRISE.. haha.

We have our dinner, cake and games there. haha.

Forth Celebration on 26 Nov 09

Went back home straight after work. have my dinner and also cut cake with my family. they have been waiting for me to cut cake for so long man. haha. and Surpirse mum bought me Orea Cheesecake. OMG.. i was DAM NICE man. those who know my mum should know what we have for birthday every year.. but this year for my birthday is was Special. hahaha. thanks mum and dad. haha. i love u. haha.

Fift Celebration 27 Nov 09

Public Holiday!!!!
Is not a celebration also la. jus went out with my sis to buy my present. cos sis donno wat to buy for me so she wan me to go out with her and see and she will do all the paying.. haha.. wat a great sis i have rite.. haha.. and of course i bought lots of stuff for myself... jus love the day. haha.

my dearest sister. acting cute here. wahaha.

The last Celebration on 28 Nov 09 - 29 Nov 09

IS WITH MY BOYFREN!!!!
also celebrate our 19th Month Anniversary. haha.
We Went botanic garden for picnic. OMG.. is so relaxing there.. althought is a bit hot with sun and also disappointed about the sudden rain but overall is was a NICE place. SERIOUSLY a nice place. u can have a peacful day with ur loves one. i jus love it soo much.
Have our dinner and also late night movie at town and.. haha. tat all.

I love the Hip Hop style of mine.. wahahahahha.. i jus fall in love with Hip Hop.
i am soo long to sign up for lesson with my dear lau po anna. wahahaha.

i wan to say.......
i love the usual outing with you guys. althought is normal but i love it.
i love the hand made stuff from you guys. althought is may look cheap but is the heart tat count.
i love the surprise tat you guys giv me. althought is not big but i love surprise.
i love the cutting cake every year with you. althought is always but this year i have my special cake.
i love the shopping with you. althought is tired and a while but i no need to pay. haha. thanks.
i love the time spenting with you. althought is only 1 day but i am happy.

Thank you everyone. I LOVE YOU GUYS..
Thanks for all the present. I LOVE THEM ALL..

will be back to upload picture again later.
i think this is a dam long post. i think i wont be blogging for some time. haha

oh.. thanks my dear for editing all the photo.. he volunteer to edit for me and also choose those tat are nice to edit.. thanks baobei.. muackz.

thanks dear for accompany me for this 3 days.
i know you are tired..
have a gd rest today ok. den we will have to start work tml le.
i know is sian cos i feel tat too.. haha.. don think so much ok. time will pass dam fast. den dec is coming.
i cant wait for it to come sia.. i wan picnic again.. hahahaha.

2009-11-16T22:52:00.001+08:00

Sleepy.

i am here to upload my new office picture that i took last week. forget to upload when i blog yesterday. haha.

here is my office and my table. haha.

that all. i am too tired now.. donno what to type and what to say..
i wan to go sleep now.

i miss you dear..
don feel like going to work..
i am super tired and sleepy now..

2009-11-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo!!!

Last weekend was burn due to moving of office.. but this weekend i enjoy it.. haha

oh. anyway on 1 Nov 09 i went double date with dear's fren. we went Botanic Garden.. is was a hot day but is was fun. had our dinner at marine square. i forget what is the name of the restaurant. but is was nice and the portion is big.. we can share the food and both of us is full.

Hip Hop Style to Ikea.

haha.. yes correct.. is a Hip Hop Style to Ikea yesterday with bf. haha. i love it. i think i is love the way we dress and of course the shoes that bf bought for me. it is NICE..
we bought a pillow for my office and also a mat for pinic on 28 this month. dear is going to celebrate my birthday that day and also celebrate our 19th month anniversary. haha.
i am soo looking forward to that day.

dear bought this shoes for me as my birthday present.
i was shiok that he really will buy when i try. cos i thought we was there to look for this shoes again.
he wanted to buy another one for himself. but end up he buy for me..haha.
thanks dear. Love u lots. =]

more Hip Hop picture to be taken next time. haha.

dear lau po.. when are you going to teach me Hip Hop dance. i am so into it now..
i jus fall in love with Hip Hop man. hahaha.

dear. i love you so much.
thanks for the shoes.. i really love the shoes..
don't buy me anymore present okay..
the shoes itself is enough le. don spent so much okay..

2009-11-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday to Wei Ming

I know i am late again to wish wei ming happy birthday again.. i am jus too busy..
last week i have been working OT everyday.. leave office at 7.30 to 8 last week.
i am super tired.. this week will be the same as week. lucky this 2 days was ok. this weekend will be burn because need to go back office and help moving to our new office.. OMG..

let talk about what we did and where we went on 24 Oct 2009.
i only remember we went for dinner at SoulGarden and play WII then we went to orchard central for photo taking.. the guys was so gay that day.. especially Fu Wen.. his post was so.... hahaha.
but i cant post it here. if not they are going to kill me for sure.

First time our dear friend Wei Ming suggested to take photo.. and the post as well.
only 5 of us and yet we have so much fun.. so much laughter. haha.
I WAN MORE PHOTO MAN!!! hahaha

today at work the whole morning i was so dam busy.
and boss talk to me for about 1 and half hour. all about work and also the BITCH.
he know what happen everyday in the office although he is not in the office.
because the BITCH told him. but i have a great talk with him.
you cant find boss that is so understand at all. NEVER.
he talk to you like friend. he know what i am facing and also i am not happy in the office..
after talking to him i feel happy.. hope it will be better in the future..
because i wont leave this company for now. but in the future i wont know.

i want go futher my studies...
was thinking which course should i take. haha.

double date with dear's friend. will post again tomorrow hopefully..
wait and see okay. haha

Love you my dear.
i know you are tired, so do i.
but can you talk to me nicely instead of shouting.

miss u so much. hope thurs and fri we are able to meet.
if not we will have to wait till tues.

2009-10-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to angelia..

Sorry for the late post.. you guys should know i am a very busy woman. haha
busy going out with boyfren and fren but not work..

meet angelia and anna after work on 20 Oct 2009 to celebrate.
we jus went to tampines mall open plaza upstair the kid corner to play and also open the present.
angelia reaction was dam funny when she open the present i gave her.. haha.
she look so shock and she close the box immediately after she saw what is inside.i was laughing like hell at that moment. wahahaha.

We play hopscotch (hope is correct) there as well.. lucky my lau po nv fall down again. haha.
playing so happily then the security guard came in and say we cant play inside. spoilt all our mood..
but nvm we went outside take lot of pic.. haha.

How does my picture after i edit?? Nicer then last time?? haha
i foud out new thing in photoshop... i love all the picture now.. jus simply sooo NICE.. =]

hopefully tomorrow i can blog about wei ming birthday picture..
because i will edit very long for jus a few picture.. and there is too many that i want to show you guys.
okay. i need to go sleep soon..

i miss my dear of course..
and i am soo looking forward to my birthday.
How will u guys celebrate with me?
haha.. nite nite.. =]

21 Nov 09 - Celebrate with Buddy and frens
22 Nov 09 - Celebrate with anna lau po.
24 Nov 09 - Celebrate with shirley and parents (hopefully can reach home b4 they sleep =] )
28 Nov 09 - Celebrate with my dear.
Any more booking?? Please be fast.. there is limited slot left... wahahaha.. (so thick skin.. =] )

2009-10-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

Coffee Bean and Mini BBQ at home.

Friday night meet my dear after work. took cab to bugis cos my colleague want to go sim lim and she say talk together..
and i learn something.. and that is don't take cab on friday at 6.30 to town. the jam is super long.

thought we took cab there we will manage to catch the movie at 7.35 at iluma. but when we reach is ready 7.30. haha.
so we took bus to suntec. have our dinner at coffee bean and walk around there..
we went in to carrfour.. dear was so excited when he saw those halloween mask.. haha.
and i was so excited when i see those piano.. I WAN IT!!!! hahaha.

this is scary right?? hahahahha. dear really look like a monster when he put on the mask..
i was laughing at hell.. and there is small kids looking at home. haha

Saturday morning i went for a run. i run from my house to tampines interchange to meet dear for breakfast.. i want soo tired and my leg was soo pain cos i wear the wrong shoes.. i cant even walk properly.. I WAN A RUNNING SHOES!!! hahaha.
after eating we wanted to check the car renter at tampines.. but when we went there is was close but the light inside was on. so we wait for a while.. around 10 mins later we went back again it wan still close. we was so fed up.. so we went back home without checking.
went to the post office near my house to help sister collect her car license card. but is want close also. and gt a ang moh guys told us " it was public holiday today, forgotten?"
dear and i was like oh ya.. today is public holiday...
so we jus walk off den dear say he wan to go cut hair.. so we walk to the shop.. but it wan close also.. den we say.. public holiday la.. haha.. when we reach home den i realise why the car renter was close.. so i say to dear.. is was public holiday.... haha..
we was like sooo blur... haha.. we need to go 3 place and all close yet we don't know why.. until we reach home den we realise.. haha. i find we are so blur that day.. SUPER BLUR.. wahahahahaha.

wanted to go for a swim but i sleep until 3pm.. was too tired...
so we decide to give it a miss.. we decided to watch a movie at tampines instead.. went online to check for time.. there is a slot at 7pm for Imagine That.

so we quicky preapre and eat our MINI BBQ at home b4 we go for movie..

after the movie. i meet Heng Boon and fren for a while. so dear pei me until they reach.. was around 10pm.
When i meet them we head down to pasir ris downtown. they wanted to play bowling. but when we reach there is was pack so we put out name in the waiting list.. then we went upstair.

thought wan to play pool but i was pack as well. then junze n fren wanted to eat so we went SuperDog.
after eating and chit chatting there we went back to the bowling to see is our turn yet?? but turn out.. is over our ture.. haha.. we miss it.. haha.

so Heng Boon say let go home then.. haha.. luckily Crawford (hope i spell wrong his name) gt drive.. so he send me home den send the rest. haha. thanks..
Reach home around 1.30am. is was early.. cos i expect to reach home around 3am. haha.

i wan to say sorry to Junze.. cos i forget your birthday. but why that day i can say out the date and the month cos Heng Boon tell me by hand sign. haha. but now i remember le. haha.
hmm.. Heng Boon when is you birthday?? i also forget.. haha.. sorry..

thanks dear for letting me to meet my fren.
Love you baobei..
Mmmmmmmmuackz..

2009-10-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

New Blog Skins.

Want to change my blog skins for so long. but jus can't find any that i like.
and finally found something that i am okay with. haha.

nth special today. jus as usual. work in the morning after work meet bf for dinner and head back home.

i am only looking forward to weekend everyday.

dear.. we have been going out but not taking photo..
there is no photo for me to post..
so no choice i find those old pic to post.. hahaha.
if not too blank if there is only text.. look so boring.

today only monday..
time pass faster.. so i can rest on my weekend and also meet my dear the whole day. haha.

I love you my dear..
Love you soooo much...
mmmmmmmuackz....

2009-10-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

IT's FRIDAY

i should be happy today. but right now in office i am not.
no need me to mention name you guys should know who is the one who make me unhappy rite??

why am i so unhappy this few days?
why my post all so emo and unhappy?

here is the answer.
i don't wan to be unhappy as well. but work just don't allow.
yesterday then i found out why everyone pen got their own name printed n paste on it.
because the bitch print for them. boss also have it. but i don't have.
ok. never mind. small matters.

just now a new guys name Andrew want to go down to throw rubbish. this is our duty. everyone will clear the rubbish different day. mine is on monday. so end of the work we have to clear.
yesterday was Andrew turn but he forget so today the bitch remind him.
and also teach him. say: "just go down throw beside the big rubbish bin no need to throw inside. because the cleaner say before if the rubbish bin too full very hard for them to clear. so just put at the side."
when i do my duty in the first day she nv say this to me at all.

yesterday my boss ask me for old newspaper. and i ans. i don't know where you all put.
then they bitch shout very loud behind me. say:" if he know he wont ask you la."
read carefully is SHOUT VERY LOUD. so of course even if is not infront of me i will also hear it.
i really don't know where you guy put how you wan me to tell boss?????

1 more thing.
if my other colleague need any stationary they can ask from the bitch.
wat about me??? i will have to buy myself..

what company is this..
why all go against me..

no matter what i will leave this office on dec 09 or lastest jan 10.
i wont stay here to make me so unhappy.
and also i wan to go study as well. hope my dad will pay for my studies. haha.

now only 3pm. still got 3 and half hour more for me to end work.
can't wait for it.
meeting dear after work. and we heading to bugis to walk walk.
tomorrow dear need to work. no one accompany me.
never mind.. stay home and rest. need a long rest..

2009-10-02T17:52:00.002+08:00

Hate working

seriously don't like my work. don't like the people here.
i feel all of them pinpoint on me. every one of them.
i have no fren in the office. not a person that i can talk to. not i person that i can call for help.
not a person that can teach me how to do when i don't know how to do.

WAT JOB IS THIS???
there is only spy every one. politic everywhere.
everyone side the bitch.
and the bitch think she is so big in the office. can shout whenever she like.
even is not my fault she also wan to put the blame on me.
wat have i done to deserve all this??

i wan to quit. but i cant. cos my mum will say me.
she will say work a while then don't want to work again. previously is let people sack you. now is you don't want to work.
why don't you think how unhappy i am in this job? i cry don't know how many time in the office le.. does anyone know? NO.

even the past 2 day i MC my mum also say me. she say i confirm kana sack by my company cos i keep sick.cos within 3 month this is the second time i fall sick.
but isit wat i wan? she say cos i everyday go out.. yes i go. go out will have gastric pain? most to most is head pain. cough or flu. but i only have fever, head pain n gastric.
doctor also say my fever is because of my gastric.
doctor even say if the pain shift place tat will be big case le. i need to go to the hospital cos inside maybe gt stone. i don even dare to tell mum all this. WHY??
because even if i say wat will i get? another scolding?
you guys can say this is how my mum care for me etc etc..
but how will i feel?? how will u feel if your mum say this to you??
don't tell me you will be happy.. that is BULLSHIT.

now i choose to tell all my things to my frens, lau po, boyfren rather den family.
my family think only abt money. all they know is how to earn money. haiz.
there is no love. no care. no concern.

cousin out there who read my post. pls keep your mouth shut.
don go gossip with my mother.
sorry to be to rude. i jus not in the mood.

i am soo going to leave this stupid office.
i wont stay here for long. i don wan my life to be a unhappy one.
i will slowly find a new job now n leave this idiot place.
maybe dec or jan i will say bye bye to this company.

dear.. i miss u...
i noe you wan me to be happy also.
wan me to leave this office also. but sometime i cannot jus don care wat my mum say.
i care how they think of me. jus like i care how you think of me.
cos you all are my family.
i have feeling. not like my family member.
i will slowly find a new job n leave this office for sure.
miss u sooooooo much.
mmmmmmmmuackz.....

2009-09-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

another week...

16 Sept 2009

Happy 22nd Birthday to Sharon.
Rush down to Tampines Mall to meet anna lau po, sharon and her bf.
and as what my anna lau po say in her blog i have to admit here that i was late that day.
we have fun that day in swensen.
my anna lau po have 1 expression on her face make me laugh until my tears drop.

now let the photo do the talking.

mission for sharon.. take photo with guys.. haha

18 Sept 2009

meet dear after work to bugis to have a walk.
at first we wan to eat something simple. but after we walk we decide to go Coffee Bean again.
but don't have the one that i wan to eat
so we end up at The Manhattan Fish Market eating dinner..
it was almost the same as Fish & Co.
we went there to eat Seafood Platter for 2. but i feel is was better than Fish & Co. i love the sauce. haha

here is the picture

can see our t-shirt??
that is our couple tee that we jus bought. haha.

i wan to say something here. haha
my bf jus turn 22 year old but his mind sound like 80 plus years old. haha
because he have a very bad short term memory. see this VERY BAD. hahaha.
we jus drink finish the soup and yet he ask me where is our soup? haven come?
wahahahahhahahahaha.....

but dear. don worry ok
i will still love u even though you have short term memory.
wahahahahahaha.
but i really love you.. haha
i have a wonderful day today.. i love my day today..

2009-09-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

3 days in 1 post.

as promised i am here again to blog. haha.

6 Sept 2009

Movie Marathon

Went movie with dear. but in 2 different places.
because the slot of the show as well as the 3D.
we wanted to watch up in 3D but there is no more 3D for the show and there is no slot at AMK.
but we bought ticket for Final Destination in 3D at AMK Cathay.
and we took train down to Bishan for Up without 3D. and we was sitting at the second row counting from the front.
that was like sooo near.. my neck was so tired after watching..
i thought Up will be nice. but i nearly fall asleep. i think because it not in 3D. haha

as for the Final Destination. my heart almost POP out. haha.
my heart was beating at i think 120 and above??
i feel the thing are all flying towards me.. that was scary okay. haha

as usual i will let the photo do the talking for now.

another hobby that my dear have beside riding.
suddenly feel his both hobby also expensive.. unlike for me is soo cheap. haha
right my dear??

next will be on 7 Sept 2009

POPEYE at T3.

everytime when i go out with dear for dinner we will confirm eat big.
which mean we will order a lot.. then we will be dam bloated after that. haha

that day was fun because we camwhore there.
lot of Hip Hop pic we wanted to take but i was wear skirt that day so was a bit hard for me to do together with dear..
dear's idea was dam a lot. he wan to do this and that.
sorry to my anna lau po. because we actually copy what she have done with her bf.
but this is our version. haha

lets continue with my picture for now.

Thank you for looking.
Hope you enjoy.
We will continue the next time. hahahahahaha

last will be 8 Sept 2009

meet buddy and fren after work for dinner.
Because wan to pass him his birthday present and also last meeting b4 his enlistment.
i meet them at ION orchard. we was look around to see what to see for dinner.
but all long queue and also the price is too high.
so in the end we decide to go Taka for Ajisan (hope i spell corretly)
it was nice and full as well. haha

after that we walk around and wei ming say he wan to eat ice cream so we go round again looking for any ice cream shop.
but all he feel is too expensive so end up we are at Centre point Mcdonalds.
and we also camwhore there using wei foo Mac laptop.
after that home sweet home.

picture below. due to laptop so the quality is not that good.

hahahaha.. ok. thats all for today..
i will be back soon to blog..

i am at bf house when i blog.
and now bf fall asleep.
he was waiting for me to finish and watch movie on the laptop but i took 1 and half hour to just blog. haha

poor dear later still have to work night shift.
never mind tomorrow we can meet again for dinner. haha

2009-09-12T18:35:00.002+08:00

no time no time

as promise to anna lau po i am here to blog again. haha

ok. let me bring you back to 5 Sept 09

went out with buddy and frens to celebrate buddy 22nd birthday.
meet at my house at around 4 plus. slack until around 5.
we took bus from my house to Katong Shopping mall(*hope i spell correctly).
reach there around 610pm. We went there because we book a room there for singing.
i was first time there.. the place is ok but i feel the room there look like tuition centre..
ans i told Zhen Ni abt this as well when she reach because she reach late. she agree with what i say as well.haha..

after singing at 9pm we went go have our dinner at aston. actually wan to eat something else. but they decide on Aston.

after dinner of course is open present.. hahaha. and... photo taking session.
ok. now i will let the photo do the talking instead.

actually i wan to post 4 days in this 1 post but i don't have the time.
because..... i wan to go fetch my dear dear end work.. haha
i wan to go prepare now and also prepare bread for him..
he must be very hungry now.. fasting ma. haha..

miss me dear dear..
and i am also hungry.. i only eat maggie from 12 plus until now..
ok.. i gtg le.

anna lau po.. i will blog again tml.
no worry.
i confirm you monday will have a long long post to read. haha.

2009-09-10T14:07:00.003+08:00

Blogging again.

i am in the office now blogging.
since i am free and i have those picture edited yesterday so here i come.

i actually have a lot to blog. but i will only blog some.
because i foget to edit picture for buddy birthday celebration..
i usually blog according to dates so i cant skip that and blog other days first.
so u guys jus wait and see for my updates ok.

Here i wan to wish my buddy Happy Belated 22nd birthday.
although i have wish him through sms but i am wishing him here again. =]

today buddy booking in to army. first day in there, i wonder how it goes.
worry for him. because he is those person who don't like to excerise.
hope everythimg will be smooth for him..
Will see him in 2 week time unless he don't wan to let us noe when he book out.

ok. let me bring u all back to 2 Sept 2009

as usual i am working.
dear jus got back home from his night shift.. of course he went to sleep after he bathe.
at around 4pm plus. He wake up and call me ask me wan to go have our dinner at Pizza Hut?
my reaction was... u wan?? money??
and he reply me said "i will pay. i wan to treat u eat."
i cant believe it but i was dam happy.. have been soo long since we last went to a resturtant to eat and is treat by my dear..
we usually very save on food. althought i know my dear love to eat good stuff..

so when i end work. meet dear outside my office and head down to tampines mall for our PIZZA.
i was soo hungry and yet we have to queue for our turn. but while we are queue-ing we was looking at the menu already.
when we were inside we can order directly.
i think we order too much for jus the both of us.
we was bloated after that meal.

next let the photo do the talking

over all the food is not bad.
the spagetti was only normal. but after we add LOTS of cheese if taste better. haha
as for the pizza. i feel is too cheesy but my dear love it.

after we eat we shop around tampines and i happen to walk in to a shoes shop and saw the heel was so nice and is not that expensive as what i except.
i decide to buy after talking to dear.
and dear insist to buy for me.

So.. Thanks dear.

it will be a boring afternoon today because my dear lau po took half day leave today.
i think i need to fins some thing to do to entertain myself. haha

anyway. anna lau po. long enough for you to read?
there will be more on sat ok.. there is still 4 more days of things for me to blog. so slowly wait ok. haha

miss my dear dear sooo much..
feel as though we have not meet for soo long.
cant wait to see him later.
4 more hours for me to end work.
ti tok ti tok ti tok ti tok.
move faster man.. clock.. haha

2009-09-06T02:11:00.002+08:00

Blogskin same with dear.

Have been so long since i last blog.
Here i come to do some update so that my blog wont turn rust. like what sharon said, she say white ant crawling. i wont let it happen. haha

Let me think where should i start first. there is too many thing for me to update.
Let bring u back to 21 Aug 2009.

Went to ION Orchard to have my dinner with dear at Coffee Bean.
that was the first time i went there since its opening..
walk around there until around 10 plus then head back home.

the spagetti is soo nice.
those who know me should know i don't like to eat spagetti but i love this.
that tat expensive as well.

Chomp Chomp

Next coming up will be Chomp Chomp on 25 Aug 09.
dear wan to treat me so we went Chomp Chomp after i work.
dear come fetch me after i work. we took bus down to AMK, change bus n head down to chomp chomp.
we are so hunrgy at that time. and order too much food for jus both of us.
so in the end there is left over food.
both of us was so bloaded after that. i feel i gain 2kg. haha

head down back to AMK. walk around there.
and i took cab home.

i did took a photo of all the food that we order.
there my face is in there. and it looks............ haha..
so i am not going to post. it..

Happy Birthday and 16 month anniversary

Next will be on 27 Aug 09

SURPRISE for dear. haha
i went to his house during midnight to give him a surprise.
i was so excited to see how will he look like when he saw me.
i bluff him tat i was helping mum do clean up the store room so i will unable to answer his call.
he told that he feel weird at that time but he never ask me abt it.

when i reach his house. i called and ask him to open door.
his voice was shock that i wan there. but when he open the door, i don't see any shock face from him.
jus a big wide smile on his face. haha.

so disappointed. cos i am soo looking forward to see his shock face. haha.
but never mind, i know he is happy that i am there.

that was me with spec.
looks weird.. haha.

Shop For Present

Next will be on 30 Aug 09

Went town with dear to find present for buddy.
it was raining that day.
And there is so many phillip people there..
dear was so angry cos people keeo blocking his way when they walk.

walk for so long finally found what i wan to buy..
after buying we head down to city hall. cos i wan to show zhen ni what i bought as i share the present with her.
we head down to marine square to watch The Proposal.

and some thing happen. was a funny thing.
i am not going to talk about that here. haha.
anna lau po and buddy should know what i refering to. haha.

jus keep quiet ok.. haha.
shhhhhhhhhh.....

thats all for today..
there is still 2 more post..
that will be..
-Pizza Treat by dear
-Celebration of Buddy Birthday

give me some time to edit picture.
when i free i will update again.
jus stay tune for my updates ok.

To Anna Lau po:
Long enough for you? i purposely squeeze everything in 1 post for you.
actually i wan to update the 2 more post here as well. but i don't have the time do it.
the time now is 2.08am. i meeting dear later for movie marathon
so need to be in bed soon. haha.
jus stay tune for my next updates again.

cant wait to see u again my dear.
movie marathon later. haha
there is so many movie for me to catch up with.
that y i suggest to we movie marathon.
cos our time for always cant get watch movie rite dear?

hope there is no much spelling error for my post.
cos i never read through again
soo tired now.
i wan to go sleep now.
dear nagging to ask me sleep now.
haha. dear.. joking. haha. i love u.. muackz..

2009-08-18T10:59:00.004+08:00

stupid blogger

i am so angry with blogger. it have been having problem for the past donno how many month.
i cant upload my pic at all. don even have the button to click to HTML.
and i cant change my font and the colour.
jus so fed up.

been so long since i last blog.
here is some of the pic on the day we have our mini BBQ at east coast.
buddy and fren was planning to stay over but not much ppl can so cancel.
after we have our mini BBQ we head down to town to meet anna lau po. cos she having dance lesson there.

let the pic do the talking den

" anna lau po.. wat are u doing??? hahaha"

" our first couple wallet. i bought it for dear for his birthday present. i saw it den dear also like so bought it early for him.. =]"

i miss u dear dear.
hope u like the wallet..
mmmuackz... =]

2009-08-04T16:46:00.004+08:00

A long and tiring walk...

2 July 2009
went fort canning with bf.
cos thought sat wan to go there with frens for gathering.
so i went there see what we can do when we go there. play some games?
but i jus receive a call from my buddy say they wan to change back to BBQ again.
so will be at east coast. still don't know what time they wan to meet.

Which mean i spent my time at fort canning last sat was wasted.
sorry dear. walk so much make your leg so pain. my leg was dam pain as well.

but was a fun day out with dear. althought both of us crack our brain out jus to think of some of the game.lucky they still going to play what we have thought of. haha.
at least what we think of is not wasted. rite dear??

here are some of the pic i took using my H10. haha.
there will be more at dear dear blog using his cousin's fren SLR.
dear was sooo happy that he can use SLR. but what he wan was DSLR.
i can see from dear's face he is soo happy and shiok.
keep asking wan to take photo? we take it wan? dear u stand there i take for u? hahaha.

dear.. i know u wan that. slowly ok.
save money den buy ok. haha.

i miss u baobei...
feel like we so long nv meet...
cant wait for tml to see u even though is a while only...

yaa. i miss you too. i want indian rojak tmr.
ahahha

2009-07-31T10:16:00.006+08:00

NOTE:

To all my friends out there who is involve.
planning still pending for this coming gathering on 8th AUGUST 2009.

Because i think the BBQ plan will be a disaster, i want everybody to be there,
and since some can't stay over, and some can't come, i decide to cancel and i think
we just go out for some fun gathering outside.

8th Aug is not that far, its JUST AROUND the corner.
And PLEASE i need SOME suggestion of WHAT,WHERE,HOW,WHEN about
the gathering.

I don't want i'm the one planning the whole thing and in the end,
some places you guys dont like, or some food you guys wont eat.

Its a gathering and i want things to happen. I dun want some sian sian then no mood.
I don't want "ANYTHING UH", i want answer not "ANYTHING"

i'm cracking my head planing with boyfriend.
and we got nothing.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE . . . . . .. help me out.

2009-07-30T18:18:00.007+08:00

FED UP!!!!!!

super angry with her... YES HER.. the IDIOT in my office.

what is wrong with her.. who is she to say me?? boss?? SHIT LA.
even boss don talk to me like tat.
i am new to this office of course i gt a lot of thing i donno and do wrong..
den u can teach or say nicely to me rite? Y must ir be so rude???
didn't your MOTHER teach u be POLITE to others????

even i do wrong boss also will teach me and talk nicely to me..
who u think u are????
u say donno have to ask.. ask boss if not u..
and i ask u.. but what ans u giv me??

HER: boss nv teach u meh??
ME: no.
HER: den ask him to teach u la.
ME: he always busy ma.. u teach me now can?
HER: don wan u ask him teach la.
ME: huh?
HER: last time always i teach new ppl ma. so tiring. i wan him to noe how tired it is.

WTH!!!!!
who u think u are man.....
he is the boss lei.. not u...
talk to boss also so rude... seriously think u gt no MOTHER.
i know is bad to say ppl like this. but i SERIOUSLY think this way

jus dam fed up..
when i jus stared working around 3 days she always like don like me..talk to me very rude.
but when the other new gal come in she talk to her like fren.
when we all go out and eat together the new gal n i ask wat is tat but she ans to the new gal nicely but nv reply ma.. SHIT MAN!!!

other ppl in the office also feel this but only all keep quiet...

ARGH!!!!!!!!! FED UP LA....

den now the stupid blogger sth wrong.
the bar for the font not here..
i cant change the colour to black..
SIAN LA!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-28T09:25:00.002+08:00

HACKED !

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMUACKSSSS!!!
HAPPY 15TH MONTH to you sweetheart.

Loved you, will and always.
promise with all my heart to be a good boyfriend/ future husband to you.
mmmmmuacskkks!

hahahs.
i HACK liao. =)

zee!

2009-07-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

Found my job!!

went for an interview this morning and guess wat.. I AM IN... haha
the company name is Worx Design something something... i forget wat isit.
u see the name should noe my company is doing some design thing.
the design flyer, banner all this, but not website.
more on paper and print out those thing.

my job scope is basically handling with some admin stuffs
and also talk to the supplier to negotiate the cost of the thing. mostly are from malaysia.
company will maybe giving me a company car, for me to travel to meet supplier as well.
this is a confidential job. i cant tell u guys more. if not i will lose this job.
the manager told me if happened to let them find out i tell other abt my job i will be sack.
so.. shhhhhhh.... tat is all i can say.

my office is located near Paya Lebar.
i can jus take 1 bus from my house and i can reach my office in half and hour time. haha.
timing is 9.30 to 6.30pm.
5 days work.
i will be starting working on Monday.
wish me gd luck.. =]

sunday i wan to go do some shopping.
shop for some tops for office use. haha.
and also shoes..
looking forward for my new job..
i hope i will love my job.
cos it sound great..
isn't it?? haha

miss baobei.
cant meet me tml nv ok..
we can meet on sun..
no worrys ok..
Love u so much..

2009-07-08T15:12:00.003+08:00

Sorry..

frens out there..
i noe u guys wan to meet me.. cos i am very free now at home.. no job.
but tats worst.. i cant go out.
i gt chores need to be done.
i cant go out every nite. b4 my parents is back i must be back.
and i don have the mood to go out...

now my life is so boring.
i wake up very early morning jus cos i am use to it.. i wake up every day at around 7.30
but i force myself to sleep but still cannot.. so in the end wake up at 8.30.
do all my chores... use com...
i totally gt nth to do..
no job equal no money. [this is wat anna lau po said]
i strongly agree with tat.
tat is the reason why u guy ask me out i keep pushing away..
not i don wan to.. is i cant..
sorry.. very sorry..

dear fren michelle..
can pls faster help me ask ur manager and let me noe the ans??
thanks.. thanks a lot..

i am bored at home.
lucky i gt bf to accompany me.
but he cant accompany me everyday.
he need to work as well.
I NEED JOB BADLY...

thanks dear..
i noe u r very tired to travel everyday to my house.
thanks a lot.. sorry dear...

2009-07-01T14:34:00.003+08:00

30 June 09

Was a very BAD day for me.

I was sack by my company.. name HITECH.
for no reson.. they jus giv me my pay cheque and a letter for termination.
i don dare to ask so i have to leave for no reason. i cried.
after tat i think of wat my dear told me. no point crying. cos they will take back the letter. and must think positive. is they lose to terminate me. not me.
thanks dear..

thanks buddy for confort me jus now as well. haha

and also anna lau po. we have the same thing happened on the same day.
twin lau po.. hahaha. we should be strong. don cry..
work hard together to find new job ok..
haha

don wan to talk abt this anymore..
fren out there don ask me y ok.. i will get very angry. sorry
but u can tell me if u have a job to intro ok. haha

1 July 09
breakfast made by me!!!

wake up at 7.30am trying to sleep back but i cant..
so i wake up.. wake my dear dear up.. ask him to come over early to pei me. haha
i made breakfast for him for disturbing his sleep early in the morning.

dear asked me.. y will i thought of making this breakfast.
i answed. i dont know. jus suddenly thought it making.
hope u like it... =]

this is the breakfast. haha.

weekend is coming soon...
2 more days....
jus cant wait for it.. hahaha

2009-06-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

Happy 14 month anniversary.

happy 14 month anniversary to u dear.. haha..
thanks for the bear dear.. i love it.. so cute..
hope u like wat i do for u.. although is last mins..

now into to u guys..
this is my baby stitch and a flower from his daddy to me this mummy.. hahaha..

Love u dear...
looking forward for next sat..
hahahaha
can i say tat will be our
belated 14 month anniversary celebration?
cant wait for sat to come.. =]

2009-06-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

13 June 09 - Steamboat!!!!!

all was at my house to have steamboat..
is actually a belated birthday party for anna lau po. but not every one was here. cos some have to work.
and also plan to discuss abt aug outing. but in the end i forget.
after everyone have gone home than i remember abt it. haha.

i am not really full that night.
i think due to i am running and jumping here and there..

i miss those time that we 1 whole group can go out togther.
now everyone was like so busy with work. and soon those guys is going in army..
hey.. aug i plan to have a pinic not chalet anymore..
do make urself free ok frens.. =]

14 June 09 - Ben & Jerry's!!!!!

went cathay with dear for our Ben & Jerry's.
after eating we went to watch Monster vs Alien 3D... dear love to watch CARTOON. haha.
it was nice but short.
after that walk around and saw this new shopping centre so we went in take photo everywhere. haha.

YES YES YES!!!!!!!!
is OUR ring..hahahaha

thanks dear for the ring.
i didn't noe dear will buy for me that day.
i thought he withdraw so much money is for the day only.
really surprised...

thank you lau gong.. =]

the next stop for more photo taking??
where??
when??
haha
miss u so much...

2009-06-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

6 June 09

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Belated Birthday to my lau po anna.. haha.
went to her house to pass her birthday present.
thought she already done on her room but no..
after chit chating and eating of fruit tat her mum cut..
we went out for our dinner at aston.. haha.

here r the pic.

'Singapore Sotong' is hungry.. hahaha.

this is wat my lau po eat..
the fish is so big.. and yet my skinny lau po can finish everything.
yet i cant finish mine..

this is wat i eat.
but i cant finish..

7 June 09

Shopping Day!!!!

went to fish for shopping.
but b4 we start shopping. we went Fish & CO for out lunch. haha
SEAFOOD PLATTER!!!!!
So nice.. the PRAWN was.......... OMG!!! nice!!!. haha
and we order 1 dirnk to share.. is was................. Jungle Freeze!!!!
unexpected to be SO BIG....

was fun shopping.
but i think i overspent.. haha.
no money for the rest of the month.. haha..

i bought this as well. haha..
only at S$129 for 2GB.
available in others colour as well.

thats all..

update soon.

Looking forward for my BEN & JERRY'S
rite dear....... hahaha.

2009-05-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hi all. haha..

Happy 13month anniversary to dear.. i noe the day have pass..
but still Happy 13month to u dear.. haha.

wat am i busy abt this few day??
hmm.. work.. meeting bf.. planning to meet my fren b4 they go army.

photo below.

23 May 2009

24 May 2009

bake for my dear..
he cant wait to try.. tat y u see the pic the ginger man leg is broke. haha.
nice dear?? haha.

below picture is how my room look like now after i move.
sorry for late update.
my room was done 2 month ago. haha..
i was too lazy to take pic after moving everything.
and i drag until now. after buddy keep nagging to ask me to upload..
there u go...

this is the door to my toilet.
for those who come my house b4 should noe. =]

only 1 bed??
yes correct..
i have the whole room myself. haha.
sis have move up to computer room.
although is small but her room is nice cos she don have much thing to put..
i have LOTS of rubbish. haha.
if i remember i will take sis room and show u guys..

tats all for today..

will update again when i free. stay tune.. =]

dear lau gong.
miss u so much.
cant wait for our so call GRAND dinner.
hahaha..

2009-05-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

so long nv blog..
i am here to blog..
but going to blog week ago thing. haha

6 May 09

went to ariport to have popeye dinner. haha.

10 May 09

our outing to Marine Barrage.
i wan to go there again at nite.
i saw from the net night time the light over there will be dam nice. haha.
dear.. bring me go next time.. haha.

17 May 09

A SPECIAL from bf.. =]
he bring me to Escape Theme Park...haha
sweat dam much tat day. but was fun.
only when the last game.. bf bring me to go take the Kite Flying.. i think should be name as tat.
we have to lie down flat den the machine will move round n round and also up n down..
only half way i already feel not well. and i feel it turn for so long.
after taking tat. i totally feel super unwell. and as wat my bf told me my face was dam pale.
he bring to me burger king to have a sit.. after resting den i feel better..
bf told me he was so scared.. my face was totally pale after tat ride..
haha.. sorry. i cant take those ride.... i donno i will be like this.. haha.
but it is still fun.
have to go there again.. don waste the 2 fee ticket ok.. haha.

here are the picture.

after tat we went for bowling and pool session..
jus a game day for us.. haha. enjoy.

dear.. i wan more games day.. haha

update soon again..

sorry dear..
i love u..
i love u no matter wat ok..
sorry sorry...

2009-05-03T17:30:00.002+08:00

2 May 09
yesterday after i work went home to rest a while..
around 6pm go ikea wif bf.. cos fri nv manage to go so went on sat.
took so many pic. haha.
bf was a bit crazy tat day. hahaha. joking..
let the pic do the talking ba..

today dear dear working..
den i stay home rest.. haha. so boring today..
do nth.. jus keep watching vcd n using com for the whole day..

sian.. tml have to work again le..
nvm.. sat no need to work..
and this month 11 will be my 2 month working in the company le.
so i no need to work for every sat anymore.. yeah!!!!!!
hahaha...

ok.. update soon..

miss u dear dear..
love u so much..

2009-04-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 year Anniversary to dear..

so fast. 1 year together wif u.
feel so happy to be wif u.
although there r some quarrel but i noe we still love each other deeply.
jus happy to noe u..

dear. don worry ok.
u gt the heart to do sth for me is enough le.
u did tat video for me i am so touch.
although is jus a simple video but i am very happy.
u spend time to do for me.
not enough rest also must do for me.
really thank you.
i hope u like wat i gave to u.
haha.

went thai express for dinner yesterday wif dear to celebrate.
i love the food there. but i think i order the wrong thing.
the beef was dam spicy. until i cannot finish. i left almost half of the food not touch.
i wan the minced beef rice tat buddy eat tat time when we went there during yong jie's birthday.
nvm. next time i will go n try again. haha.

dear..thanks for everything..
i love u so much..

dear.. must take more pic next time ok.
too little le..
some more all our pic so blur.
haha..

tml will be a busy working say for me le.
cos my partner going back malaysia for holiday.
coming back on monday..
so tml i will be all alone.
hope i can do all the thing by myself.. there is still lots of thing tat i donno.

long weekend this week..
enjoy ok every one.

I love u dear.
jus love u SO MUCH..
MUACKZ...

2009-04-13T22:51:00.003+08:00

busy weekend i have!!!

10 April 09
Fri was holiday but my bf need to work.
so i spent my day at home resting. sleeping the whole day.

11 April 09
Sat go work again. was a super boring day. cos my partner was not there.
she need not come to work on sat anymore.
so in the future sat to me is a boring sat.
cos i will be all alone.

after working went home to have my lunch n also nap.
bf jus finish night shift n come find me to rest together.
around evening time we need to go pasir ris for bbq session wif my cousin.
she invite all of us. jus to gather. and she say bring along bf n gf.
so i bring my bf there for so call an intro. haha.
was bored there cos we only watch tv the all night. don really talk.
and not much cousin was there. not all my cousin r there. all come late.. haha.
but nvm there is lot of food. i was dam hungry at tat time so when i reach the first thing i do wan ask bf to bbq for me. haha.
i jus wake up nv eat anything den head down to cousin house tat y tat hungry.
anyway thank for everything u plan n all the food tat u bought. my dearest ah ping jie jie.
i noe u will read. do tag me la.
don hide behind. don be shy ok. hahaha. =P

12 April 09
sunday went out wif bf.
first stop we went to bugis street..
again?
ya.. cos i need to buy another pants.
so walk walk around there.

2nd stop went to ILUMA beside bugis street..
the new shopping mall. i donno is ILUMA the name of the shopping mall. but bf say yes..
walk walk around there.
nth much. only the shopping mall is very big.
n there is a escalator tat can go all the way up to leve 4.
so the escalator is like DAM LONG. haha.

3rd stop we took bus to vivo.
went there to catch a movie..
but don have the show we wan to watch tat day.
so we watch Fast and Furious 4.
nice show. but don really race tat much like Tokyo Drift.
oh. before tat we went to have out luch n dinner.
i donno is lunch or dinner cos we eat around 4 plus. haha.
we went Mussle Guys.
bf was craving for seafood.
and the cheesy seafood bake rice tat bf order was like............ OMG (tat is wat dear's think =])
don talk abt wat i order cos i don really like it.
i cant even finish it.
but the price is ok.. $35 for 2.
but dear say he is not full at all.. haha.

4th stop wen to Tampines One
took bus 10 back to tampines.
actually we went Tampines One is to help my partner find New Urban Male slipper.
she ask me to help her buy ask i help gt discount..
but also my first time go Tampines One.
when i reach there was abt 9pm.
almost all shop like closing.
no much ppl also.
so we walk around. and i saw the shop tat buddy say.
n is already close. SO EARLY.
next time can jus go Tampines One instead if going to town.

5th stop home sweet home.
tired day.. but was fun.. =]

the new shopping mall tat i say..

tat all. blog again next time wif lots of pic.. =]

love u baobei.
dear. i don wan u to anyhow think ok.
listen to me.
wat i say to u is real.
i will only treat u gd. i say n do everything is cos of u.
trust me ok. believe in me ok.
Love u so much baobei..

dear.. i wan wii..
DS red colour.
tv table, tv (flat screen)
hahahahahahaha
wat i ask for not more den wat u ask for rite..
see i SO GOOD... hahahaha.
Love me more rite???

2009-04-03T23:39:00.005+08:00

since my bf have blog i am here to blog as well.

ppl out there don think tat U understand wat i or my bf r facing.
U donno anything. only acting as U noe it.
and trying to help.. i noe u have the heart but not asking me or my bf to do this n tat or not to do this n tat. who r U?

i TOTALLY agree wat my bf have blog. (go see if U wan to)
i am very THANK YOU for wat U have done but don be TOO MUCH..

my bf giv me CARE n LOVE.
U can see?? U cant cos i don really post it in my blog.
cos y should i tell U everything?
i don have to report everything to U rite?
so don say my bf donno how to create rainbow or donno how to care n love me.
HE IS CARING FOR ME HE IS LOVING ME MORE DEN I DO.
ONLY U ALL DON SEE IT.
don jus see wat U see on the surface den think tat U r rite..
U r WRONG.

i am not those gals tat mean have present every month or wat from bf.
as long as he care for me love me n tat is enough.
i noe he wan to giv me sth but for wat he earn now he cant he only can giv me small thing. but tat is enough.

don wish to say too much.
cos U also wont understand. don waste my energy.

jus don put wat u think into ppl mind.
tat is wat U think not everyone have to follow.
don stay in ur own world.
come out n see how the world have changed. *stupid*
sorry.

love u baobei.
super miss u...
go swimming tml as well?
will be super tired. so run n swim. lol
cant wait to spent my day tml wif u.
remember to bring my camera ok.
muackz.

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2009-04-03T13:54:00.003+08:00

hi.. i am here to blog again haha.

in the office.. jus finish my lunch.
boss bought duck rice for us. so today i eat in office nv go home.

settle my bro problem le.
but now my bf gt problem. haiz.
family gt financial problem..

dear.. don worry ok..
don think so much..
everything will be ok de..

have a gd rest.. later come meet me ok.

oh.. dear shirley. pass me the photo tat we took tat day.
i wan to blog. haha.

miss u lots.
love u lots too.
muackz.

2009-04-02T13:39:00.003+08:00

in office now n i was blogging. cos i really need to throw everthing out.
i cant take it le.
very super angry..

wats is wrong???
wat i do is wrong???
not in the office i mean.
i mean him..
wat the I tag i noe is rite.. but who r u to say all this?
i am not going to scold u or wat.
i noe he care for me. i noe he say n do all those thing is FOR MY OWN GOOD.
but y must he tell my mum?? WHY WHY WHY WHY??????
now they way my mum talk to me sound like finding fault wan to scold me but she nv scold.
he say us like this he happy la?
2 days le. i nv talk to him 2 days le. today is the third.
how he feel???? of course i will feel sad.
but i only don understand y in the first place u wan to say out?
y u cannot come talk to me first? anything u can jus come talk to me first de ma.
don make me say ur thing out ok.
did i ever betray u???
for all the past few year did i say anything out tat i cannot say??????
u ask urself la.
i noe but wont read my blog but she will read ma.

i don wan us to end up not talking but this time round u really make me very angry.
now mum don trust me anymore.
u happy le ma???
every words tat mum said all shooting me. not directly but there is meaning in it.
this is wat u wan us to became rite?
den now happy le lor.

FED UP AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-31T18:26:00.002+08:00

fucking angry..
not cos of job. cos of somebody.
stupid big mouth.
wan to act guai n wan to be KPO.

my bf come my house gt disturb u meh.
need to tell the whole world ar??

jus simply super HATE HIM LA.
don talk to me la.
when u bring ur gf over.. i gt say out ma.
SHIT U LA.
JUS DON TALK TO ME I DON WAN TO TALK TO U.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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No mood la.. totally no mood.
now jus come back from work. head dam pain.
wan to update abt dear n i de 11th month but no time to update.haiz.
i will try to updat soon.
if not go www.xzee.blogspot.com see also can. hahaha..

update soon..

miss u so much.
cos of the stupid fellow we today cant meet for lunch
only can meet for dinner some more a while only.
sian max ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-23T19:28:00.002+08:00

feel very sian tat y i am here..

i suddenly feel mu life is so boring..
everyday work after work go home.
den i still need to help wash clothes, fold clothes, iron clothes.....
need to wash my toilet... sweep my room, mop my room..
i feel i look like a house wife.. look like a maid..
i am very very tired.. super tired...

even meet bf we also gt no place to go..
not go my house den go his house.
if not go out eat dinner..
but also donno wat to eat.. den have to spend money again when both of us now no money.. haiz..
SIAN AR......

today bf come find me for my lunch..
buy food back to my house n eat wif his fren peter cos they morning went for ride..
after eat he went ride home den around 6 plus he go out wif peter again to have dinner..
today is his off day but we only meet for lunch..
nvm la.. thurs den meet lor.

my head very pain. super tired..
i am very tired super tired.
don feel like talking.
really hope i can jus lie down n do nth like a death person.. haiz.

update soon...

SIAN ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss u very much.
wish to see u but cant say.
scared u not happy.
cos i say we need time for ourself.
but jus miss u so badly. donno y..
jus feel very empty without u.. haiz.

2009-03-21T23:24:00.004+08:00

i wan to blog but i donno wat to type.. so i will jus upload recent pic. haha.

fren out there..
i miss U ALL. feel like we have years haven meet.. i miss u all..
plan to meet all on sat.. i call vinson n tell him le he say will confirm wif me again..
lau po.. u all free ma?? on sat?? we go out together?? go shopping or wat also can. meet afternoon. cos i need to work also ma. so after i work. ok?? wan??

and of course i miss my lau gong. haha.
althought i jus miss him but only a while. cos we sleep almost half a day.
jus too tired after i work. KO stright after i have my lunch. haha.
den sleep until around 5 have to wake up n prepare cos dear dear going work.
tml going to meet dear dear again. he say wan to go bugis shop for his bike sticket..
i wan to buy more clothes.. but i gt no money now. have to wait till i get my pay lor..

oh.. tell u abt my work ba.. work for 1 week plus le. but i still gt so many thing i donno.
feel very useless. i wan to learn it all faster. but cannot hurry also.. dear say slowly la.. i too hurry the more i cannot learn lor..
now my sis go my office work part time. cos they need ppl. they giv my sis 1 hour $7 sia. so much. she earn more den me lor. haha. but she say very sian. haha.

ok la. don talk so much la. haha.
i will update soon again..

fren.. remember to call me to go out lei. like so long nobody ask me out.
only anna lau po called.. haha.

miss u lau gong
love u lau gong.

2009-03-13T20:04:00.004+08:00

today is the thrid day of working..
how is my work??
ok.. fun cos is new..
still gt a lot of thing to learn. haha..
jia you.. haha.. i love my job.. =]

i am here to blog abt wed when we go celebrate yong jie birthday.. we meet around 8.. cos i end work around 6 den i need to go home change.. den angelia n anna lau po come around 10.. cos they OT.. so b4 they come we went to have our dinner at thai express den after tat went to eat ice cream. =]
here is the pic. but is edit by my bf.. cos i very lazy to edit.. haha.

sorry now i come back home i very lazy to use com.. only on my com to watch show.
really very tired.

this is super nice.. minced beef rice.. dam nice. but very oily.

i wan to go back there to eat again.. really very nice..

tat all..

update soon.

miss u bf.

love u so much.

2009-03-10T15:37:00.002+08:00

i found a job...
really found a job le..

Hi-Tech Pte Ltd.
is it jus rite outside my house. i jus need less den 15 mins walk to reach the office..
tml will be my first day of work. 8.15am have to reach..
wish me gd luck..
i will work hard for it.. don let them look down on ITE student..
cos the boss say he scared of ITE student.. cos he employed ITE student de they work not few days or even half day they jus walk of.. say is too stress..
they say they wan to giv me a chance hope i wont be the same as them.. haha.
i will work hard n show them i am not the same. haha.
jia you jia you.. hahaha..

frens... congrat me again.. hahaha..

2009-03-08T23:29:00.005+08:00

I AM USELESS.
TODAY I SUDDENLY REALISE TAT I AM USELESS IN EVERYTHING.
TIANG YAYI JASLESS IS USELESS. SHE IS SHIT. SHE IS NOTHING.
sob sob sob..

i cannot manage everything.
family, frens, even bf.
i am always the one who spoilt everything.
i am always the one who is in fault.
i donno how to manage time.
i don have time for myself.
my time is always for others.
i really feel like closing myself up for 1 week. jus don contact anybody.

now there is family problem. frens problem. bf problem.
i donno i donno i donno.. i feel very fan..

i wan to do all the thing nicely.
i wan everybody to be happy. but who think of me? am i happy?

my bf say i think of others too much.
i care for others more den myself.. is tat truth??

now my family problem is the worst.
haiz.

i love my bf.
i don wan to lose him.
cant i have family n bf together?
haiz.

those who call me on sat afternoon but cant find me. sorry i off my phone.
i have a super bad sat.

WHO WILL UNDERSTAND ME BESIDE MY BF??
now i come home.. my house is so quiet.
no one talking. all in their own room.
is this a house? a family?
haiz haiz haiz..
no mood. totally no mood.

sorry if i have say anything wrong or do anything wrong to anybody.
jus sorry.

2009-03-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

went for an interview today at Aljunied..
and.........................................................
i am in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they call me at around 5 to tell me.. when my interview is at 11.30.. haha.
the company name is Chartered Agency Pte Ltd
working time is 9am-6.30pm [mon-fri] 9am-12pm [sat]
but not every sat.... eg. this sat need to work den next sat no need to work..
pay is $1200.. after 3 month confirm le den is $1300

congrat me.. fren.. come congrat me.. hahahahaha...

tml will be my first day of work le..
wish me gd luck ok.. hahaha...

tat all i wan to say..

but this i wan to say to my bf..
dear.. i going to start a new job le.. some time i think there will be OT..
we cant meet tat often like last time le..
some more i end later den last time...
n some sat i also need to work..
but we will still try to meet as long as we can de rite?
don be sad ok..
u noe this is wat i wan de ma.. rite??
u will wan me to be happy also de rite???

slowly accept all this ok..
will change a lot from now on..
we will get use to it de rite..
let work hard together ok.. =]

dear.. i love u a lots..
jus cant don have u..
missu lots..
muackz..

2009-03-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

dam fed up la.. dam fed up wif my mum la.
SHIT LA....

say i go those place tat i donno to interview job..
pls la. when bro go interview he noe the place meh? he also check street directory wat..
he gt car of course easy for him la. i don have lei. wat she wan sia.
and some more those job is i look at the newspaper den email resume in de ma.. newspaper also nv write where the location is. how she wan me to noe.
if wan to find the place tat i noe den go work den go 1 office by 1 office to ask lor.. den like tat confirm noe the place cos u go find urself de ma.. can find the place tat u like den go ma..
FUCK rite. wat is tat man.

mind as well jus say u don wan me to go outside work la. den better rite..
talk until so nice for wat. ask me go find job if cant find den go study..
SHIT LA ALL SHIT LA....
talk only i also noe how to do.. DO STH TO PROVE LA..
USE MOUTH TO SAY ONLY WHO DONNO HOW TO DO..
JUS DAM BLOODY FUCK LA.

I SUPER DUPER DON LIKE THIS FAMILY.
I WILL NV NV TALK IN THIS FAMILY.
the only person i talk to is my sis..
only my sis i can talk to..
now even my bro also cant talk le.
no use. he will only side mum.

FUCK AR............................................................................................
I WILL NV BE HAPPY UNTIL I LEAVE THIS STUPID FAMILY.

change room she also wan to stop. we also nv ask her to pay anything.
ar.................shit la. jus don like this FAMILY LA.

cousin out there who is reading my blog.
don go tell anybody wat i write in my blog.
unless u wan me to be more not happy den go ahead n say.
sorry. i am jus not in a gd mood..

don talk to me now..
if not confirm kana scold by me..

bf is the first one le.
sorry dear..
jus really super fed up...

10.28pm

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2009-03-04T11:09:00.002+08:00

actually i should be at the company interview now..
but.. jus now when i was on my way there. the clerk call n tell me tat her boss is not there ask me can i come in the afternoon around 3.15pm?
lucky i only reach bedok when she call me..
so i alight at the next stop n took train back..

sian lor.. now i stay home do nth..
later at around 1.45 i have to go out again..
i am so sleepy now. but cant sleep.

ok la.. tat all..
i only come in n complain. hahaha.

miss u so much..
love u... =]
muackz..