New Blog Skins.
Want to change my blog skins for so long. but jus can't find any that i like.
and finally found something that i am okay with. haha.
nth special today. jus as usual. work in the morning after work meet bf for dinner and head back home.
i am only looking forward to weekend everyday.
dear.. we have been going out but not taking photo..
there is no photo for me to post..
so no choice i find those old pic to post.. hahaha.
if not too blank if there is only text.. look so boring.
today only monday..
time pass faster.. so i can rest on my weekend and also meet my dear the whole day. haha.
I love you my dear..
Love you soooo much...
mmmmmmmuackz....
IT's FRIDAY
i should be happy today. but right now in office i am not.
no need me to mention name you guys should know who is the one who make me unhappy rite??
why am i so unhappy this few days?
why my post all so emo and unhappy?
here is the answer.
i don't wan to be unhappy as well. but work just don't allow.
yesterday then i found out why everyone pen got their own name printed n paste on it.
because the bitch print for them. boss also have it. but i don't have.
ok. never mind. small matters.
just now a new guys name Andrew want to go down to throw rubbish. this is our duty. everyone will clear the rubbish different day. mine is on monday. so end of the work we have to clear.
yesterday was Andrew turn but he forget so today the bitch remind him.
and also teach him. say: "just go down throw beside the big rubbish bin no need to throw inside. because the cleaner say before if the rubbish bin too full very hard for them to clear. so just put at the side."
when i do my duty in the first day she nv say this to me at all.
yesterday my boss ask me for old newspaper. and i ans. i don't know where you all put.
then they bitch shout very loud behind me. say:" if he know he wont ask you la."
read carefully is SHOUT VERY LOUD. so of course even if is not infront of me i will also hear it.
i really don't know where you guy put how you wan me to tell boss?????
1 more thing.
if my other colleague need any stationary they can ask from the bitch.
wat about me??? i will have to buy myself..
what company is this..
why all go against me..
no matter what i will leave this office on dec 09 or lastest jan 10.
i wont stay here to make me so unhappy.
and also i wan to go study as well. hope my dad will pay for my studies. haha.
now only 3pm. still got 3 and half hour more for me to end work.
can't wait for it.
meeting dear after work. and we heading to bugis to walk walk.
tomorrow dear need to work. no one accompany me.
never mind.. stay home and rest. need a long rest..
Hate working
seriously don't like my work. don't like the people here.
i feel all of them pinpoint on me. every one of them.
i have no fren in the office. not a person that i can talk to. not i person that i can call for help.
not a person that can teach me how to do when i don't know how to do.
WAT JOB IS THIS???
there is only spy every one. politic everywhere.
everyone side the bitch.
and the bitch think she is so big in the office. can shout whenever she like.
even is not my fault she also wan to put the blame on me.
wat have i done to deserve all this??
i wan to quit. but i cant. cos my mum will say me.
she will say work a while then don't want to work again. previously is let people sack you. now is you don't want to work.
why don't you think how unhappy i am in this job? i cry don't know how many time in the office le.. does anyone know? NO.
even the past 2 day i MC my mum also say me. she say i confirm kana sack by my company cos i keep sick.cos within 3 month this is the second time i fall sick.
but isit wat i wan? she say cos i everyday go out.. yes i go. go out will have gastric pain? most to most is head pain. cough or flu. but i only have fever, head pain n gastric.
doctor also say my fever is because of my gastric.
doctor even say if the pain shift place tat will be big case le. i need to go to the hospital cos inside maybe gt stone. i don even dare to tell mum all this. WHY??
because even if i say wat will i get? another scolding?
you guys can say this is how my mum care for me etc etc..
but how will i feel?? how will u feel if your mum say this to you??
don't tell me you will be happy.. that is BULLSHIT.
now i choose to tell all my things to my frens, lau po, boyfren rather den family.
my family think only abt money. all they know is how to earn money. haiz.
there is no love. no care. no concern.
cousin out there who read my post. pls keep your mouth shut.
don go gossip with my mother.
sorry to be to rude. i jus not in the mood.
i am soo going to leave this stupid office.
i wont stay here for long. i don wan my life to be a unhappy one.
i will slowly find a new job now n leave this idiot place.
maybe dec or jan i will say bye bye to this company.
dear.. i miss u...
i noe you wan me to be happy also.
wan me to leave this office also. but sometime i cannot jus don care wat my mum say.
i care how they think of me. jus like i care how you think of me.
cos you all are my family.
i have feeling. not like my family member.
i will slowly find a new job n leave this office for sure.
miss u sooooooo much.
mmmmmmmmuackz.....