Sunday, June 24, 2007

jus reach home n bath ok only lor..so tired..

wa..today wat day sia...i saw a lot of fren lei...totally 3 sia..den jason yeo come find me take cd from me..den after tat angelia call me...but is nth gd la..later tell u all...wa..today not sian lor..gt a lot of thing to talk to me tat fren who work wif me sia..den saw all those fren...if i every time work..also like tat jiu hao le..cos there now not much ppl de...so work there a bit sian de...

oh...angelia call me...if i am not i think is around 9 plus ba...u noe wat she tell me...she say she n anna drink n anna is drunk...crying..wa liao..i was like...y u all drink sia..some more drink so much..they go esplanade there drink ma..jus drink only.nv go pub or club..anna fren bought the drink for her de lor...wat a fren sia...kns..so i ask them to take cab to Herren cos i working there ma...cos i very worry abt them...cos angelia also gt drink a bit but she is not drunk...wa..when they reach...anna cannot even stand properly lor...keep wan to fall lor..angelia n me also cannot hold her lor...den a lot of ppl look at us lor..it was so pei sei lor...den i bring them up to my shop there gt chair ma..let them sit there n rest a while..anna keep shouting lor..i wont tell u all wat she say la...jus keep shouting la..den when i release at 11...we jiu straight away to take cab back to anna house there...by the time we reach there she is better le la..not so jialet le..so we pei her a while..den angelia cannot go home late also de ma..so around 12 like tat i pei her go take cab den come back pei anna back to her house...she is ok la..gt talk to me also...so reach her house ask her drink some warm water...den faster go sleep...so i stay a while wif her only..i jiu go home le..cos cannot stay too late also...her mum will scold also..den actually i wan to walk a short distance den take cab home..but in the end i walk all the wat back home sia...from TP there lei...walk until my house sia..those who noe where is TP n where i live should noe how far izzit la...walk until very tired lor...lucky i call vision n talk lor..if not i don think i can tanah until i reach home sia...

to anna
sis...don think so much la..u drunk i think is cos u already not is gd mood le..u r sad le...gt xin shi or wat..tat y...cry every thing u will be better le...don drink again le..not gd..i don wan to see u like this...i see u n angelia like this i heart pain lei...hope i wont see u like this again ok...i use to be like u like this..i drunk b4 also...u will think after every thing de....

noe how to console ppl but i donno how to console myself...jus now when i see my fren like tat i think of myself lei...last time i also like this...now i feel like very stupid lei...if the guy don like u mean don like u...no matter wat u do the guy still wont like u de...u do all this only u urself suffer only lor...y make ourself so xin ku n the guy don feel anything at all..not worth it lor..should be even more happy..show ther guy don have him u also can live very happily de...now i wont trusth any guy anymore...those who say like u de...also can say don like u 1 day de...but jus now after sending anna home...i was alone le lei..den i wan to find ppl talk also donno wan to find who lei...suddenly like no fren...nobody around me to let me lend on or cry to talk to...suddenly feel so lose....donno y sia..i gt a lot of fren...but jus........aiya..i donno how to say tat feeling la..jus alonely lor...n tat is the first time i walk back alone lei...so lonely n scary.....haiz...today is sad for me..haiz...

anyway THANKS AR...VISION..pei me talk all the way...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

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